secret dreamerz...

2006-09-30T19:20:00.000+09:30

oh well... been like how long? a coupla months? wahahz haven blogged in ages lol.. been really super busy and juz cant drag myself to this page and type anything up till now...well dun tink anyone still reading or wad but suddenly feel like catalouging wadever the toot ive been doing for the past wk etc... well a few wks..
been to glenelg beach once with the malaysian pple *even tho not DAT close to all of em since they stay in a different hostel*, henley beach once with darren lyn vic nian and june, then once more today with hosana pple.. omg im getting to look like kalai's younger sister.. not gd!! hes an indian!! ahhaz.. oh well tink e one i enjoyed the most is today one lor.. even if da da not there lol ahhaz.. that dumbass on cycling trip and i cant even call him coz no reception oh great ahhaz~ gah meeting him on monday to of all things helping him carry bag back coz he cant carry it on his bike *pengsan* he better appreciate it lol~ if not.. *evil grin* muahahaz~
oh yah day before yest still went hiking with darren nian nana and kiran ahhaz.. am i a sucker for punishment or wad? took a bus to black hill conservation park.. and the initial idea was to hike half way thru and catch the bus back to the city den take bus from there to darren's place coz i staying over.. end up we bo liao hike all e way thru black hill into morialta and hike back to hosanna!! WTF!! ahahz tired lor.. bout 12 km? iono tink exaggerating but seriously.. three hills? *faints* after dat collapsed and fell asleep even tho promised darren have to do phy ahhaz... tak boleh tahan nia... well at least can haolian now ahahz..
kk too tired and worried bout hw to cnt toking.. plus wanna find lawrence check if irina's cd can wrk not ahhz.. ciaoz~ *yawns*

2006-08-11T15:09:00.000+09:30

oh whee~ haz~ e teasing begins yeh!! *jumps up and down in e back com lab in joy.. yeah rite in ur dreams* haz~ anyhoots those who know should juz quit it coz yah no reaction le ^^ irina juz found out thats true haz~ too bad!!! find new thing to disturb me la ahahz.. kinda ob duncha tink? dkdc my business ahahaz.. dun affect anything i happy le lalala~ *grins*
damn juz finished a s maths test and waiting for darren so im sooooo bored and decided to update at least a little since pple were kidding bout y bothering with a blog if lazy to update.. lol raise hands all those who are guilty of ignoring their blogs for months at a time haz~ esp if ure busy dammit! ahahz and i am!! lol well quite.. with unimportant stuff ^^ wahahaz duh since when i actually get down to work? 0_o lolz~ hmm lets see.. sat--> darren's place.. sun--> chores and slackign etc.. wkdays full la!! ahahz.. fri nite occupied too.. hmm june said she;d try to get a free weekend sat or sun off next wk to go harbour town yeh!! lol ahahz.. hmm btw no idea which dumb dumb still reads but if one of u asked me to get them a bonnebell flip lipgloss flavoured strawberry please tell me?! i forgot who!! its bout 7 plus aussie anyway.. but bonus is its quite nice flavour and yah spore dun have.. well dats according to my fren.. dun use much anymore~ for reasons best kept to myself *roflmao* lol kk crazy as it is le ciaoz~!! b4 i spout any more nonsense and pull other crappy stuff outta e air....

2006-07-14T00:52:00.000+09:30

wtf i dun wanna go back.. end of story ^^ ahahaz~ lol kk mayb shouldn have come back coz now feeling more homesick den eva and dun feel like going back to "shou ku" lor heez~ not so much of sch life those who knows can tell wth im talking about =.= gah!
ahahz tml watching pirates!! ^^ looks interesting.. tho duno who;s going with ha~ everytime liddat one im kinda sick of planning den end up everything goes thru jo! coz wel shes e one in sch.. really sry great grand ma din tink would all fall on u >.< SRY!!!

2006-07-10T01:12:00.000+09:30

haz~ wad was i expecting.. not much frankly.. but oh well.. someone shoot me haz~ *june i dun mean u anyway if u did u wun get ur jeans wahahaz~ btw steven is rite =,.= our reports are gonna be hell reports haz~ did u read wtf jenny wrote? hahaz.. omg sure refering to e few of us la well mayb not u haz~ ~whack~ lol.. me and steven shall juz go on bugging ya with our results =.=*
anyhoots.. back to subject.. im e biggest loser ive ever known.. with a few exceptions.. ie : colin chia.. jz *for witholding information, tho not jo coz she's me bestie*.. gary.. *note mostly guys?*.. well not all.. coz theres kai wen jie and june ^^ wahahz.. im so gonna get scolded ^^ lol~ anyway.. wtf is everyone complaining i dun spend enough time with em!? lol i only HAVE TWO WKS!! well left half of one dat is haz~ my moms complaining im not in half e time, and my so is my sis.. meanwhile i really feel like crashing classes but durh~ feeling damn extra and wad not... haz~ den lets see.. haven seen my jie coz y? oh yah she has camp! haven seen my kor yet y? coz durh hes in ns.. and im not free on wkends.. y? busy out with my mom haz~ oh yah not to mention my didi and his gf.. i like promised ages ago but cant seem to find e time.. actually have to pangseh him go pei my dad choose my laptop coz my dads another one whos saying he hardly sees me.. need i remind him who's idea it was for me to go overseas? 0-o yah tink he has memory loss =.= *winces is it hereditary? roflmao*
ahah im goin nuts -.- and my sis is bugging me to admit dat guy from i not stupid 2 or sth is shuai.. like wtf? do i look like i care? she made me add dis guy who i dun even know and he asked me who am i.. great i juz answered i din even know wth HE is... dortz.. obviously he blocked me haz~ dkdc.. wth do pple keep insisting dat dis guy is shuai to other pple? i do yah but dun expect pple to agree with me all e time haz~ one gd example *winces* lets juz forget bout it haz~ juz say ur entitled to ur own opinion and i dun give a damn~ dun tink he;s all dat anyway *juz to suan my sis ^^* i mean if he wasn in movies pple prob wun even glance his way a second time? i mean ive seen dis famous super cute guy walk rite into a super market and no one even recognized him coz he wasn on the movie screen then =.= see? wdeva toking nonsense again..
signing off with.. ITALY ROX!! whoeva's not watching the world cup finals later gonna regret haz~ wad?! kidding!! *wink*

cRaZy LiL gAl signin off *there i wrote it happy? hahaz smiling here ^^*

2006-07-07T17:50:00.000+09:30

lol~ totally pooped out.. haz~ been going out pretty much everyday so far dis wk =.= no wonder haz~ been quite fun... tho wish things were better off in some ways.. ie wish frens hadnt drifted so far apart.. its like.. well kinda typical actually haz~ but well still wish things were different hehz~ some should know *hint* lol =.= plus tho i have to be totally insane and illogical to be thinkin this way still wish things had turned out differently lalala *smiles* yup once insane alwys insane lol
btw for those who haven found out coz theyre blur slow etc *kidding!!* yesh those two *shant say names in case i get poked to death but u know who.. e one usually with me in class and e one in e next door class* have *durh* FINALLY admitted they're together.. all e best u two lol!tho stil tink it wasnt exactly a big secret seeing as u two are like tickling and poking each other every where heez haz~ anyhoots have fun and luvyalots still ahahz..
been seeing arthur ky and sushi most lor dese few days haz~ dun regret it but haiz.. really find i miss skewl life in ac? its like.. with a proper class and frens to gossip and crap about with.. not saying that in bradford i dun ahve frens but its like.. no sense of unity coz durh no class.. being able to understand wtf everyone is sayin without having to boggle my brain translating every friggin word that comes outta other pple's mouths.. being able to use the same language ie singlish or at least english.. all these small things make me miss last year's life la haz~ well including the sight of some pple eg: aipheng!! lol.. jo!! durh haz~ jz.. nive.. tianli.. well ALMOST everyone haz~ some juz gmme bad memories =.= kidding!! wahahz.. tink i might crash e class when theyre taking class fotos.. iono.. deo and jo agreed i sh0uld coz well i was with e class at first.. iono. feeling damn weird haz~ torn really hurhur.. plus y do i have e feeling some pple *cough cough* wun be happy to see me in e class foto? well its obvious aint it haz... stop with e avoiding its getting old =.=
anyhoots off to watch eight and below and juz waiting for arthur to cfm wad time is e movie tml ^^ cheers!!

2006-07-04T23:38:00.000+09:30

guess my fears werent displaced.. haz~ though might be me.. iono.. being back is making me confused.. not a feeling i enjoy.. gah~ its like.. chuo shou bu ji? dat chinese cheng yu haiz.. damit la.. canot liddat.. see bah.. fri going bck haz~
omg!! so siao la haz~ crashed daniel khor's class and ksk was like.. y u dun wanna crash MY class?! haz~ so lame... anyhoots iono kinda awkward.. i talked more to peeps NOT in my class den in haz~ i mean got along fine with josh and ed and all e rest of e crayz peeps *esp aipheng!!! ahahz~ see u and i start laughing like lst time again ^^ catch up more next time babe~* but class? 0o me myelf kinda avoided like e plague la.. i mean.. since no one reads much le.. at least two peeps juz avoided which was abnormal, e rest were like.. normal.. meanign dao hz~ y am i not surprised. haiz.. oh well too muchie paranoia *winks*

2006-07-03T22:21:00.000+09:30

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i got so bored my sis made me get a pet =.= meet scrappy heez!! for u to disturb haz~

2006-06-30T22:54:00.000+09:30

OMG!!!! flying tml and my bags are in a mess haz~ aint dat typically me ^^ anyhoots wish me luck and fun!! *huggies!*

2006-06-28T18:39:00.000+09:30

haiz... two more days b4 i go home.. y am i feelin apprehensive? thought i would be like.. estatic and jittery and all dat crap but instead feeling kinda.. iono.. worried haz~ i mean.. home is fine.. juz hoping i dun get into any more fights etc *winks* but hmm crashign sch too.. at first was one of main reasons i wanna go home *apart from shopping durh* but heez now closer suddenly tink like.. hell they finish half a year of sch w/o me den like suddenly go bu shi hen.. how to put it.. like macham intruder now haz~ plus like my jie says cant fit back in one? even if i wear sch u durh pple will know im not supposed to be there and durh i cant go in their lessons either haz~ so do wad den? hang out myself meh? heez.. wear uniform later kenna ksk see she buay song i aso kenna scold *not exactly dat i mind* but heez aso dun see e pt, esp since i got used to wearing normal clothes everywhere haz~PLUS their friggin exams are coming soon and i aso dun wanna distract peeps haz~ well tinking back how much can i distract anyway.. juz coz my results now stable dun mean can disturb them haz *see im so nice * (gags) well juz cramming all i can into my hand carry *my big luggage is full of prezzies (jo u guys better be thankful ur prez takes up quite some space too u know haz~) and my aunt's stuff heez*
aso worried bout meeting peeps back home again haz~ iono most peeps here say i change since i got here *not the swearin part and the breaking into singlish part* but apparently diff.. den later go back pple get annoyed or bored haz~ oh well useless wondering.. juz go back.. and jump in the deep end i guess~
oh yah! my damn results are out!! well three of em so far lol...
chem: 79.5
maths: 85
phy: 85
eap: (listening: 93)(grammar:86)
well not bad.. though dun hit my expectations.. dis comes from hecking all my exams ^^ argh haz now regret lol~ typical hehe guess some things dun really change *winks*

2006-06-24T23:34:00.000+09:30

haz those who haven watched x men 3? hmm mayb might wanna give it a miss in the cinema~ kinda lame in some parts --> wads up with the whole fire vs ice thingy? -.- macham damn cliche haz~ special effects nice though dats bout all dats nice i guess.. dortz watched with hau and june haz.. dat ki siao guy dropped his straw coz playing with it.. dun geddit lor haz =p
yeh sth happened duno to be happy nt~ at least wun go buggin me anymore haz.. got one thing i cant get straight though.. a lot of christians i know tend to say leave e decision to god? not suanning their faith or anything esp since i know a lot of christians and they;re fine.. but some juz.. aiyoh.. dun wanna face up to facts, den say leave up to god, den its like huh? from wad i learnt from frens its still u who makes the decisions? how can u pass the blame to anyone else, even if its ur god? not meaning that im sayin ur religion aint gd or anything in fact respect christianity but iono to me juz makes it out to show ur indecisive, or dat ur juz trying to run away from ur probs~ *i for one cant say i haven run away from probs coz e fact im in aussie proves i believe in dat wahhz* anyway back to subject.. but still? including the phrase " its all up to god" in every sentence or mentioning it once every 5 min is juz way too much i tink -.- i mean.. dis christian fren of mine once said that god guides u but cant help u make all ur decisions.. so if u juz say oh leave it up to god to decide.. den how on earth have u made all e rest of ur impt decisions? kk nvm dun tink wad im typing is making sense but who reads anyway haz~ random ramblings of a runaway mind~~~

2006-06-17T21:03:00.000+09:30

well found another person who can make me pissed even though i barely know e peep =.= like hell i wanna steal ur bf biatch?0o open ur eyes see if im even close to him *groans* ps my taste dun run dat way either *rolls eyes* ting dat pisses me off most is dat me and june e ones who paired em up? well more of june though e idea was mine~ well got together and wad happen? accuse me of wanting to chiang when i dun even like the guy -.- ~ no offense to the guy meant as in dun like in a bf kinda way~ and worse still thought fren with june coz she e one who intro us one.. and she can say dat kinda things bout her~ wth? add in bucketloads of crying and wad not and got a recipe for sth shant say lol.. even e guy is fed up.. wow much? i dun really tink so~
and im TOTALLY FED UP WITH TRYING TO TRANSLATE ALL E TIME!!!! omg sometimes really cant stand having to mentally tink wth are they saying~ not like they dun understnad english sometimes and i AM trying to learn but dammit wadeva la... after exams see if can steven teach more coz tink june teach til give up le ^^

2006-06-11T22:43:00.000+09:30

heez omg been a busy weekend ^^ ahahz and so much fun!! hahz finally get to speak to pple who speak english!! omg din realise how normal it is ahhaz.. a break from all e mental translating i ahve to do when i talk to steven and gang heez... remind me not to take speaking the same language for granted eva again dortz!! plus got new peeps to drag out ahaz.. hau's in the same sch as cliff too ahhaz.. but they dunt know each other hmm.. too bad ^^ btw.. cliff get a move on!!! wads there to be scared of *grins*
haz uncle na got engaged to hien on saturday so we spent most of fri evening and nite preparing for it lol.. quite fun haz.. had dinner with her folks.. ironic dat we got on ok coz i have neva seen them im my entire life b4 haz... hien's sisters and cousin were nice haz.. her bro tho i cant say much ^^ irritating ahhaz.. lol han nah he's fun lol.. meagan's nice too.. anywayz slpt at like 2 am coz had to help get ready.. and we were still late anyhoots haaz.. vietnamese dress is soooo preetty!! hahaz.. most her relatives wore viet style stuff.. the rest of us were in dress and pants etc lol.. felt kinda underdressed kakakz~ jean skirt and boots *heez* wadeva
well needa shoo offline more next time~

2006-05-14T21:58:00.000+09:30

hmm juz remembered sth i asked june dat day... which phrase is true? "absence makes the heart grow fonder" or "outta sight outta mind".. guess it depends on the situation ahhaz.. rite now both applies ^^ one for which im thankful, the second.. heck no ahahz kk not making much sense nia..
oh yah!! moving to hostel on saturday! duno gd or bad ahhza.. gd coz i can miss out on all e scoldings i could have gotten during that time for iono wad.. bad ting.. i dun have a damn laptop with me and yah have to move all my stuff juz for two wks coz they dun wan me come back to get anything if i left anything behind.. hur? duno y i have e key y does dat bother them? *shrugs* note to self marriage kills individuality dun get married too soon lol~ tink only people i know who wants to get married by 25 is gary or jie ahahz.. hmm i sense a chance for matchmaking *dun kill me ^^* anyhoots they said will help me move my stuff there den they'll go off to e airport.. lucky pple go home and den go to hk ahahz..
oh well back to waiting to be scolded.. ciaoz~

2006-05-05T22:10:00.000+09:30

heez might be ranting on and on again lalala ahahaz.. thought come over mayb more fun concerning staying at home and mayb more freedom.. wtf!? might as well be even less *pengsan* juz heard juz now dat they dun wan me home too late--> after six now dat its dark after six.. hello?! which nerd will be home by six if they can be out? example: tml june knock off work at 4.. trying to catch 4.40 movie--> MI3.. so ob end earliest 6 plus rite?! den uncle out so better eat out.. hth they expect me be home by 6?! i sometimes end sch at 5 aso reach home by closer to 7 if i go out slack around with june first.. any diff? juz coz i told them tml my uncle dun needa cook for me when he's out.. forget it from now on being truthful is no pt? get scolded every day instead for my troubles.. anyhoots gonna heck it and still go out with sarah and june tml la.. dkdc wad happens.. been home in e dark gazillions times and its less dangerous den walking e causeway? wadeva im gonna be so friggin glad when i move to e hostel in two wks.. even if it is for two weeks.. they wun lemme stay one month coz unfortunately im under their care -.- as their maid more like it
kk end of ranting ^^ hurhur well not really i neva run outta things to complain kakaka =p today went out with sarah.. omg sometimes she can be a real trial ahahz.. colin ive met my match when it comes to being slow.. i shant elaborate.. the above is enough said.. haz.. tink june is more tolerant ahahaz.. i know steven aint coz he keeps saying even me better den her *whacks* coz duno in wad sense.. he's too blur to bother -.- ahahaz.. oh yah juz read june's blog? hmm bout linda kinda true.. eveyone juz got fed up i guess.. even steven dun tok much to her unless she flirts with him first? dat time couldn believe she was back with RV coz she still flirted with ruik and steven like she was unattatched and they were into her.. which according to both of them is not true and they were juz playing along *faints*
geez changed lab partner le!! toshi better do e work *prays hard i swear i will be gd* bleah.. ahah at least he turned up for e lesson ^^ doing titration dat oh i have been doing for the past duno how many donkey years... ahahz he actually volunteered to do e intro and discussion? oh no did i do e right ting tossing it to him? tink not.. bleagh ahahz.. jzu do la if he dun do chiong it thru on mon... bo pian siaz.. my savings are still non-existant!! coz looking for a pair of high black boots and that cap from ripcurl!! hope still there hehz.. kk tink long enough le ciaoz~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-27T22:14:00.000+09:30

hmm.. interesting day.. to believe or not to believe.. kinda more towards e dun believe side though ahah no offense.. heck and see next time ^^ dun really care rite now anyhoots ahahaz ^^

2006-04-25T22:54:00.000+09:30

Artist:
The Veronicas
Album:
The Secret Life Of
Title:
When It All Falls Apart
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I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
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Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
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Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
----------------------
Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
----------------------
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
----------------------
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out)
where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
[x2]Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

2006-04-22T22:21:00.000+09:30

whee~ almost last day of hols ahahz nah second last day la but for e first time in duno how many years i actually finished my hw on time. at least i hope i did *not to bradford peeps dun suddenly tell me got more work!* well so today could go out shopping in norwood parade while pple --> eva steven etc all had to mug at home ^^ who am i kidding steven and eva are still doing work ahahz.. or rather not doing work.. nvm im a bit drunk from e wine juz now =.= ahahz seems everytime june and i go shoppipng we end up trying stuff an dtaking loadsa fotos of wad we try bwahahaz. dkdc whether allowed or not heez.. well two of wad i tried today ahahz.. damn looking for long jacket but e only nice ones i found were either too small *sigh lose weight aso cant help it there one groans* too short or tink e nicest one was waaaayyyy too ex ahahz..

looking dao ahahz.. and fat! sighs but tink e dress goes with e boots? ^^ love boots rite now lol.. belong to my aunt so when go back home have to go boot hunting!! my own is brown and fluffy so no go with dis stuff ahahz

nicer rite?! ahaz.. but dis dress is 70 aussie.. like wth?! ahaz.. if it were bout 30 i straight get.. but sobs too much.. gah ahhaz.. din take one with e coat i tink if not june din send me ahahz oh well nvm ^^ jovie nice not? lol.. and u used to complain i neva wear dress.. happy? hhaz.. lol :p foto addict now =.= thanks june paiseh keep using ur cam ahah *hugs!!*

2006-04-18T11:51:00.000+09:30

damn totally shagged ahahz. juz came back from melbourne last nite ^^ lol.. left fri nite bout 9 reach there at bout 6 in e morn =. from then on din have much slp hurhur busy going out and shopping!! lol omg its shopping central compared to adelaide la ahahz song bo lol ahahz. the china town is sooo much more fun and happening damn got back here at like 11 last nite and everything so quiet and closed.. back there would have been noisy and fun ahhaz sighs well cant help it studying here ahazh.. next time den go back! dun care the 8 hour drive kakaka heez well mayb dats e only bad pt..
the hotel managers not bad.. actually let us check in at 6 am in e morn ahhaz we actually woke one of e guys up to check in lol.. and it wad situated in china town some more ahhaz not bad kua? ^^ den slpt for stinkin two three hours.. got up at 9-10 plus and den went for lunch ahahz omg the food ahhz tink we stuffed ourselves for all three days wor~ heez come back later go jogging lol need it still feeling stuffed =.= den went to smith street i tink.. quite fun kakaka it was full of factory outlets? like nike.. adidas.. billabong.. ripcurl.. great wahahz.. got sarah dis ripcurl bag for only 10 bucks? =p my own is 29 lol.. but damn nice! ahhaz lol my aunt got dis pair of pauk frank gumboots -.- ask her for wad she say wear go theatre do operating.. lol! later the patient see le at first quite ok den later shock got heart attack wahahz heez.. damn e lack of slp making me more lame den norm lol ahhaz.. den oh yah went crown!! ahahz its a casino sad case.. so ended up walking arond with my aunt since i cant go in and she dun like to gamble..but not bad ahhaz got tons of stores like lv, burberry etc.. lol cant buy la no tlike printing money but go see see lor kekeke... den went out for late nite supper at dis alley way place? u go upthe stairs it looks damn ulu and deserted.. open the door and whoa!its totally packed and crowded? the food not bad too ahhaz..
the rest of the days spent pretty much the same ahhza. juz went to dis kayu place for nasi lemak =.= eh back home that is like every day aso can eat.. here i haven eaten it for donkeys of months le lor! grr ahahz.. sigh tink i really over spent my budget le ahahz no more shopping for long time.. well one wk kakaka lol canot make it one me heez later supposed to go kachao june coz her first day of work at rundle's mac. but too tired.. oh well count urself lucky gal ahhaz ^^ go find ya another day hrr..got pics for the trip but with meaghan.. so another time lor ahahz ciaoz~

2006-04-10T19:06:00.000+09:30

the two pple who pei me e most around here ahahaz.. coz we're e only three who share our same classes ^^
june and steven
june finally gave me permisison to put dis foto ^^ ahahz at least look better den steven lol

me and steven ee look so stoned gua ahahz.. more like high -_-

eva june and me ahahz.. two skinny one fat =x hehe *winks*

2006-04-10T18:44:00.000+09:30

eee dis foto even worse ahha but got all e pple i norm tok to in sch

again i have no idea wads my otehr hand doing ahhaz.. june, urm someone i forgot name oh no!, esther maggie, juice aka michelle, (top row) bottom row: eva, helen, elena ^^ and me ahhaz.. all hk gals but me and june -_- hurhur..

june maggie me and kiran ^^ maggie looks so cute! ahahz kiran looks like she duno y we so mad ^^

hahz muz have more outings lol.. tml going marion with e hk gals!! today june came over and stoned ahahz.. steven supposed to come but duno how come can eat brekkie for so long den couldn contact him -_- *bish* stupid dog ahahz nvm got two weeks minus one day =.= ahahza too lame le whee~!!!

2006-03-31T18:59:00.000+10:30

Have you ever~
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) lain on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel [or rather, attempted to.]
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school *who dun ^^*
(x) used a fake id *and got caught -_-*
(x) watched the sun set *every chalet i tink lol*
( ) felt an earthquake/tremor
( ) been through a hurricane
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled *daily process.. here its by june and crystal ahhaz jovie dun wry ^^*
(x) been robbed *depends on wad*
(x) been misunderstood*every single day ahhaz*
( ) danced in the moonlight
( ) liked the way I look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned my heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes --> 0o hur?!
(x) squished barefoot through the mud *sec 3 camp!!!*
(x) been lost *almost daily occurance ^^*
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swum in the ocean *beach there la ahahz*
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins *yest.. e guy looked like wanna kill me? ahha*
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't*hell yah ahhaz*
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came outof your nose *as much as i love laughing no*
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party *hehe sry angi*
(x) gone roller-skating
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish *ew gross?*
( ) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours*cant remember with who ahaz oh no*
(x) stayed up all night *again usually at chalets ahhaz*
( ) didn't take a shower for a week *urgh! cant stand that*
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone* no need alone got pple i still freak out ^^*
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all yourclothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger *tink blind ^^*
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused *im way too easily amused*
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught an insect with your bare hands
(xxxxxx) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name *here in bradford alot ahhza*
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
( ) sun tanned naked
( ) ran naked in the rain

2006-03-31T18:26:00.000+10:30

*screams~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
kk feel better ahhaz so lame.. but all e frustration at living here is getting to me -_- im not a friggin maid hello stop scolding will ya? lol.. and i do noe how the hell i wanna study? been getting As and still can complain duno how to study.. fishball la~ wanna move out aso kenna parents veto coz y? they;re my mom's cousins.. frick *wails* lol well they;re not exactly welcoming too occasionally and hello? not indebted to em.. if i could would have gone hostel? more fun and more free heez.. im in another country and they still see fit to control me.. wads up with em? insane delusional pple tinking im still liu sui xiao hai -_- know im clumsy stop it with e suanning.. tink shall keep up e hmming and hawing. let them tink wad they wan and dat im slow.. saves me the trouble of apologizing everytime i "do sth wrong" heez.. spill sth--> so stupid wad u doin.. forget off light--> y always do things halfway.. neva water plants *grr*--> so irresponsible*ello it was raining? water wad water?! drown e plants den u know heez*
kk shall stop ranting or i;'ll neva stop.. whee~ use as ranting session now lol... bored pple should have skipped dis blog long ago when they started reading the beginning of this post thank you very much ^^

2006-03-28T23:03:00.000+10:30

sigh im soooo bored!! ahahz.. and so tired no idea y feeling so lousy ahahz.. only when im in sch dat i feel better? so weird.. ahahz when come home only mood is to slp.. though canot be lack of sleep considering i used to have 5 hrs of slp per nite last year ahhz.. dortz tml got s maths test and i know next to zit bout complex conjugates.. like wth are we gonna use it in future? even worse den phy.. the stuff u learn in jc and sec sch is barely used in uni yet they put so much impt on it.. wth? ahahz.. anyway needa get ok grades for this one... im actually waiting for em to start trigo? peeps back home know how much i hate trig.. proves wad bs complex no.s are heez hmph! sighs.. sudding missing home like mad ahaz.. prob coz long time no tok to those few dummies.. oi!! time diff leh.. can notice it once in a while? sobs. only change time back to diff of one half hours next wk.. *yawns* tink if got time tml when i get back go jog a bit by the lake b4 dinner or sth.. see if laggy feeling gone lol... well back to mugging.. sayonara~ btw changing time to aus one.. so back home dis wk juz minus 2.5 hrs from e time stated there lol

2006-03-24T23:52:00.000+10:30

can life ever be simple? uncomplicated and predictable? one of my frens keep asking me that though he should know e answer already ahahaz.. back to the old cliche... it isnt life it if isnt exciting.. and it can only be exciting with new twists.. change is not always welcome.. *heck do i know dat* but it does add spice to life.. *sth for u to tink about*
ahahaz life getting more boring and predictable.. actually looking forward to hols so i can slp and slack.. oh no ahhaz used to like going out now juz wanna slack ahah dats bad =( well tml going harbour town *i hope* so ahahz shop.. i wan boots!! not the stilleto heel one juz normal one to wear.. weather cold might be useful hhaz though dis wk freak weather... so lame.. ahahz den hw galore and been rushing like siaoz... well s maths in doubt ask toshi!! ahhaz steven useless *kidding!! lemme cnt copy work ahhaz* when phy in doubt ask irina johan tan *like to suan her bout same surname hahz she's so insulted grins i have dat effect on pple* well back to tokin to kor ahhaz.. was toking to tian li bout wad to do when i get back ahahz.. tianli first one to kenna poke from me damn i miss those guys ahhaz ^^

2006-03-20T17:40:00.000+10:30

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

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im dis bored...

2006-03-20T15:58:00.000+10:30

pros and cons of eating mnms and chatting whole day in class --> well at least only s maths class

Pros:
get to know pple better.. ie: june and eleanor
get to eat choc.. enough said
get to spend time having fun rather den stoning in class pretending to listen but yet totally defeating the purpose as the teacher aso knows u dun give a damn bout wad he's toking bout
get to countdown to the next time we share mnms and actually anticipate the lesson
get to laugh like idiots when one of us drops mnms on the floor den use em to throw at steven
get to throw at steven when he asks for one

Cons:
almost neva listen in class
have to wait fifteen min b4 can eat another mnm
get dirty looks for the tcher for eating so openly in front of him
getting dirty looks from amos across e room for not being guai and nerdy like him
keep thinking die coz neva listen and later dno how to do work *end up he haven teach so anotehr story*

still got more pro den con..
in conc.. chat and eat la~!! durh ahhaz juz proving to some idiot that wad im doing is correct ^^ plus im uber bored coz juz came home from shopping ahhaz. sayonara~

2006-03-18T20:25:00.000+10:30

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it wont leave me alone...
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These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase...
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When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.
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You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light.
Now i'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me.
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These wounds wont seem to heal...
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
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When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.
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I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along.
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When you'd cried i'd, wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd, fight away all of your fears.And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

2006-03-10T21:31:00.000+10:30

whee kk so now kinda confirm im going back in july -_- only prob--> u guys are having exams den? kinda defeats e purpose eh? iono la according to june hols here start 30 june? den end bout 13.. so tink mayb go back 1-12 bah.. omg im already thinking of wad to do once i get back ahaz.. most impt thing.. *drum roll* poke jo and jz~!! miss u guys so muchie ahhaz lol.. den im gonna go shopping whee~!!! here stuff is so ex and i cant help converting the currency.. no need say ringgit even convert to sing and its so bo hua already *cries* and got so much stuff to get sumore ahahz.. *hint jz i got ur prez le muahahza.. be warned.. revenge for the chocs u stuffed down my bag last min* jo we know wad it is rite? =p eh gimme e dates u guys are more free i try to match my hols mah.. kk? sayonara~!!!!

2006-03-05T17:37:00.000+10:30

omg im so bored ahahz.. been doing hw for e past three hours coz of graphs for spec maths -_- well ahve to make up for not doing anything last nite wad.. went out to imperial peking to eat coz of khiang's bday lol ahahz ended up later after dinner going someone's house to play mahjong!! heez usualyl thye played money den dun lemme play!! miss chalet times when only had mahjong to keep u occupied so played half e day ahhaz.. most memorable mahjong exp--> bpco chalet.. end up stoning thru 2 nites playing mahjong -_- dun tink wx left his chair e entire chalet apart from bbq nite to do e cooking ahhaz... got home at friggin 2 am in e morn ahhaz.. coz went spatz to drink frappocino *jz aww!! ^^ im like having choc so much here ahhaz dun worry will bring back for u guys ^^ jovie included but jz remember e rope and chair* *grins* miss the craziness of u guys lol.. kinda boring during lessons though end up talking half e time with frens ahhaz.. apparently got noticed by one or two tchers for toking to june too muchie ahhaz sue me la omg eap lessons are sooooooo boring sometimes coz when do finish work? have to wait for other students to do finish wor.. so nth else to do talk la~!!! jc aso did same thing and its not gona change lalala
sigh... sth in ivan's and joanna's email dat day made me miss ac so muchie ahhaz.. lol wadeva.. ahve to tahan.. urm..5 more months? ahahz though considering seeing if can go back in oct instead.. coz my aunt and uncle holding their wedding dinners den? so i'll either be left alone here *yesh!! jumps for joy* or go hostel stay *aso not bad wahahz* or go back so late den instead of july *well not e end of e world*ahahz suggestions lol... kk go help stuff for bbw lol

2006-02-28T21:17:00.000+10:30

last but def not least--> daniel khor being dunked -__- ahahz lol

sigh.. missed so much.. and still will.. congrats guys for raising most money for food stall * kenny rogers of course ahahaz* really really miss ya *hugs~!!!!*

2006-02-28T21:09:00.000+10:30

cute rite?! me wan!! ahahz..

sobs.. the gals in my class ahhaz..

class stall.. burst the bubble~!!!

luv you guys ahhaz lol.. more of e missing u peeps ahahaz sigh btw y is ivan wearing cap *bad hair day?0o* and wh pting to xin hui? ahhaz

taupok~!! chang jie of course e one who would kenna ahahz where e others on top hurhur

*jaw drops* urm.... yah miss u too ahahz ^^

2006-02-28T21:07:00.000+10:30

upside down but jo's webbie i cant change ahhaz how come wh got saboed into dat?! wahahz.. e back is worse ^^

chicks? 0o wh got meh lalala

kalpie and nive~!!!! wifies *them not to me ahhaz*

harlow joel ahah no idea wad u doing

and the pufferfish aka whale? ahah yo ambert *hope sp correct uhruhr*

aww for me? ahahz.. jo and ai pheng much love~!

2006-02-27T22:03:00.000+10:30

bored.. sian.. wadeva~ ahahz... oh yah got my s maths.. and duno whether will regret it ^^ juz better make sure i dun flunk it like i did last year bah ahhaz ^^ lol but seeing as they get up to integration of trigo.. well if in doubt.. jovie~!!!! hehe lol make her sound really like my great grand mother liddat lol... whee to go out or not to go out -_- thats the damn question.. sick of saying no le hmm... ahhaz.. help? hurhur no idea... in a way dun wanna ^^ later suay another time meh hurhur.. *yawns* sian ji bua la nth to do but stone ahahz.. there are pple who tink im a nerd oh no!! ahhaz.. far from it sia well back to slacking.. watching anime as usual wahahz.. until those crazy family come online ^^ missing back home badly~!!!!! squishy whee boink -_-

2006-02-24T23:31:00.000+10:30

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
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Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
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Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall.
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Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need u by my side.

2006-02-24T21:49:00.000+10:30

lalalaz~ really bad month for me sia~!!! was a total klutz today and still can get bullied by STEVEN!! stupid ahah hope u bother to read dis lol *whacks* if i seeya at e beach tml ure so drowned ^^ oh yah back to bad luck.. in a way... while wiping e dishes with my aunt e damn kitchen knife fell on my toe~!!! i was like ouch wth dropped on me? and e knife was beside my foot!!! wakao got one small dent in e skin but no cut no blood like how heng is dat? well not really coz afterall a knife fell on my foot. juz after i watch e second or third episode of prison break where they cut off dat guy;s toe~! omg gross! ahahz but hooked to e show lol.. its damn nice~ along standard of desperate housewives but better ahahz coz u can see e planning process he takes lol...
damn jenny e woman in charge of subjects sounded damn reluctant to even see me bout lettine me change subs from critical thinking *damn lame sub but a bit like lit so i dun mind* to specialist maths.. blardie hell they say till so hard its actuially identical to Alevel maths where i stopped la~!! at trig integration -__- if duno ask jovie and jz *grins dun look around for someone else e two of u wahahz ^^ nah wun disturb much.. can juz disturb steven and june ahhaz* lol... y dun lemme change~!!! ct damn dumb!!! dortz.. shall see how bah..
oh yah.. duno whether to progress not hmm... well like jovie said gd luck to me ahhaz though cant make up my mind lol dun wan another obstacle lol well we shall see ahahz till then jovie shall be my advisor wahahz~eh family curse? huruhr kidding *grins* sayonara~!!!

2006-02-22T21:41:00.000+10:30

~At the Beginning~
We were stangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
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No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When i lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start...
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Life is a road
And i want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
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We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
That our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
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I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now i know my dream will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart...
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Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on...
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and i wanna keep going
Love is a river i wanna keep flowing
In the end i wanna be standing
At the Beginning with you...
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Hey sue me i love this song and its pretty apt now for me lala ahahz.. ^^ tink i let some pple see bah.. dun wry guys i still prefer u guys --> jo and family lol...

2006-02-19T00:09:00.000+10:30

whee~!!!! went to see e sky show at bernyton park *hope i spelled it correctly* it was soooo pretty!!!
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duno y got dis idiot asked me meet him at 4 at victoria square? for wad?! so early heez.. *den still wanan match make me and him like wth? aww too late ahahz wrong person* ended up meeting them 630 at e park... omg was already so crowded i kept getting elbowed -_- ended up slacking and toking till 8 lol after dat i couldn take it and met my aunt and uncle to go to dis nearby park connected to torren river.. we took a paddleboat ride!!!! well it was only for 2 pple and me the lightbulb was shining damn bright but altogether it was damn fun lol to make up for being bright bought treat ahahz dortz.. china town's cibo's ice chocolate is super nice ^^ hear dat jz and be jealous ^^ choc icecream in milk and choc syrup *yummy~!!!* wahahaz.. wished i had gone with e msians though e cheena pple are so absolutely boring i went off early to find my aunt ahhza dortz.. only went with em first coz they asked first -_- darren.. ask me earlier next time pwease~!!! ahhaz.. if had gone with steven those few aso not dat bad lol though duno many hk pple in dat grp.. oh well ^^ still fun lalala...
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who am i kidding wahaz wished a million times well technically yesterday for here dat i could have gone funorama (cries) the supposed highlight of dis year which i was supposed to be in j2 has juz passed.. and i missed it totally~!! like wth? so happened to coincide with the sky show so not dat bad coz well pretty exciting here too but juz cant make up for missing funorama sighs.. pple please tell me wad happened ahahz esp my class~! jo! details! ^^ btw who did u guys dunk wahahz lalaz.. hopefully someone damn funny lalala *whistles innocently* i learnt how to whistle *badly true but still got sound ^^* during my morning jog today~!!!! yesh i actualy went jogging ahahz too much inactivity la.. kinda restless ahhaz.. so dragged my unlce and aunt jogging in e morning ^^ lol totally gone case la but still can pass 2.4 wahahz dortz...
----------------- well going to slp soon le ahahz.. swimming tml ~!!! at aquatic centre.. hopefully dis gal who one of my better frens dun pang seh me or else grr wahhaz.. if not i go shopping myself i guess ahhaz... sayonara and gd nitez~!! update me on wad happened back home please *grins* ciaoz~!!

2006-02-14T20:24:00.000+10:30

Happy Valentines Day!! ahahz neva see u guys well those in spore *haven decided if wanna let peeps here see my blog* but still have a nice v day! ahahz kk prob those who are having one arnt around at home rite now but out with gf and bf rite? ahahz well go out with frens are also fine ahhaz i mean its a day for u with ur loved one or ones rite? ^^
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anyway back to me thanking some pple.. angie ure soooo sweet!! i got e card and slightly melted chocs ahahz.. gd u put in hard box if not squashed for sure le ahhz oh no now i got 3 boxes of ferriro roche or duno how on earth to spell lazy to check now ahahz i stashed it in my cupboard or my uncle's frens will kop ahahz meanies ^^ hmm not bad day ahaz at least got to have lunch with few of my closer frens and toked pretty much to those classmates dat get along with.. though dis gay guy called darren and irina kopped my puppy -_- they wanted to put darrens name chop on it!!! hmph! ahahaz... omg remind me neva to teach again wahahaz.. tried teaching chem to dis guy who asked? coz i din listen much to lecture since kinda heard it all b4.. neva gona do it again wahahaz lol *jo stop laughing ur butt off enough sobs ahahz ^^*
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ahahz din go out coz missing pple back home.. well plus those i wanna go out with ended sch at 5 ahahz mine ended at 3.. so stupid! i start 8-3, they start 3-5.. even tml i 8-12, they 1-5 like wth ahahz.. so my best few frens cant meet sobs!! well end up spending most time with my classmates.. some not so bad quite fun but dun get some la ahaz and yah as usual apparnetly my closer frens in class are either msians or from hk ahahz so weird -_- kk digressing.. sobs!! like ade and trevor say hope got pple miss me *hint to jz and jo hmph!! ^^* ahahz coz i sure do miss em lol *angie yah ure missed too dun u dare do anything bad to my left over wardrobe back home or i wun have anything to wear when i get home!!* and well there are others i miss but shant elaborate ahahz too many!! ^^ sighs.. thought v day dis year would be happier and diff.. but its still the same and rather sad day too ahahz y is it dat everyone i ask dis year is sad on v day?! im serious! apart from all those happily attatched couples of course but no one seems to be able to find a date! or pick up the courage to ask someone they CRUSH ON V. LONG LE RITE *hinting to somone name start with s and t end with n lol if u still dun get a move on i help u tell first -_-*
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oh well.. better luck to all those who are kinda down coz of one thing or another.. take care and hope u find happiness by next year ahhaz.. including myself lol hurhur
btw *crazy dog! dun cry le ahahz told u u should have gone out hurhur ^^ another time bah*

2006-02-10T23:00:00.000+10:30

1 MINUTE AGO: glaring at e com for shutting down itself
1 HOUR AGO: eating dinner with uncle aunt and uncle's boss
1 DAY AGO: at sch bah.... stoning as usual was so free!
1 YEAR AGO: so long le cant recall
I LOVE: myself ^^
I HATE: you!!! yesh you ahhaz lol
I FEAR: tell u for wad i lose out rite ahhazI FEEL: melancholy
I HIDE: again tell u for wad.. e key word is hide ahahz
I DRIVE: nth... thought i drive pple nuts and make em tink im totally insane ^^
MISS: evryone back home!! with soem exceptions ahah kidding... esp one or two or three or four well those closer peeps
I LEARNT: so muchie ahahz
I WANT: my old life back.. well b4 end of last year i guess it was more normal when i din know i had to come here
I NEED: miserable mood ahaz..
I THINK: i have got to go out more.. but SOME pple keep pangsehing me eh rachel ahhaz
FIRSTS..
First screen name: cant remember.. tink was dreamer
First piercing: urm sec 2 beginning or sth my current two ear holes lor
First credit card: my debit card now count? dortz no la aha ^^
First enemy: hmm.. so long le cant recall ahahz i dun hate pple for long
First musician/artist you rmbr hearing: aiyoh so long cant la stupid qu
First house: .... parents house count? heez
LASTS..
Last big car ride: eh hur? my dad's car bah..
Last kiss: hmm?
Last movie seen: tink was memoirs of a geisha ahhaz
Last food consumed: an almost too ripe plum ahah we picked too much dat day
Last phone call n who: s my mum heez juz now asking hth my papers can be brought here
Last CD played: tink is jay chou or e fort minor cd deo burned for me
Last drink drank: red wine at restaurant -_- keep being suanned for having bday so late in sept ahhaz
Last time scolded: urm... tink juz b4 i left for here wahahz

SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: a mad insane fun blur sotong of a gal ^^
I WANT: see above like wth? thought ans b4 le?kk la add to see certain pple again
I HAVE: messed up life? ^^
I WISH: look at want ahahz.. heez lame quiz
I WONDER: wad;s gonna happen in e future.. oh and wad peeps back home are doing
I ALWAYS: go mad
I DANCE: in e privacy of my room.. no one gonna see me do it ^^ well some tried
I SING: everywhere i go
I CRY: easily when hurt
I AM NOT ALWAYS: pmsy like some pple mentioned
I WRITE: hur? too lazy to unless is my diary
I WON: nth i guess
I LOST: some faith in life
I CONFUSE: everyone including myself ^^
I SHOULD: listen to others.. esp when its gd advice ahhaz.. but i neva will hurhur
FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 1, 18,26
COLOR(S):white black blue purple pink silver
DAYS:now mon and fri coz im totaly free lol can go sch see frens but damn free and can slp in
MONTH: sept and july ahhaz
SONG(S): so many!! but fav should be At the Beginning and Ghost of You and Me
SEASON: spring lol dun like summer its too sporadic here
DRINK: ice lemon tea bah
FOOD: anything delicious of course ahhaz ^^ yummy!!!
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: emm.. nope
HELPED?: urm other pple check hw count?
GOTTEN SICK?: tink gonna be sick ahahz weather sucks
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope
SAID "I love you"?: in my mind yah... to myself ^^ dortz
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: to myself lol
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: yupz.. blog here kinda and my own diary
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: define serious ^^
HUGGED SOMEONE?: my doggie
BEEN HUGGED?: my doggie ahhaz

2006-02-10T00:34:00.000+10:30

(Prolouge from Anastasia soundtrack)
On the wind
Cross the sea..
Hear this song and rememeber..
Soon you'll be
Home with me
Once upon a december...
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how true dis is ahahz i will be home in december lol.. so far away.. oh well shant think of e time..juz try to enjoy it instead ahaz... wondering wad to do on sat hurhur stay at home like guai kia for too long le lol den couldn go out on week days with pple coz all diff time table den diff times go home lol.. or else is juz plain tired out ahhaz not much lessons but used to sianing soooo... ahahz now i know how pple with no cca felt.. kinda shuang la can go home slack watch anime but v. boring!! dun care sat muz drag pple out.. hmm so far made more cheena frens or hong kong pple too ahahz.. eng still easily e best sub la so easy den quite fun coz e tcher v. interesting ahahz.. aso from singapore and first thing she said to us was that she brought light to the world coz her name is aruna which is sanskrit and means dawn -____- ahahaz omg i found a more boring tcher den urm... well cant tink of one dis bad.. he toks for 5 min and i cant open my eyes le *today tried propping em up with fingers ^^ failed miserably* ahazh but most of e lesson was goin thru trig * yes in phy lesson do trig* so ok i guess. only when he started doing sums dat i woke up lol.. he lecturing on wad ? 5F points to rememebr for equations i juz stoned with my fingers trying to keep my eyes open -_- maths is fun coz its like.. juz doing and doing like in jc? but sooo much easier sums ahahz so can tok and do and still do finish.. but using a damn graphic calculator which costs like.. 170? 125 for cheaper one and i heck care din wanan buy den la!! waste money.. now have to use and hoping can get my uncle's older one see if compatible bah. if not have to go buuy sosb!! so ex!!
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oh yah sry to shatter some pple's dream of ang mohs as totally hot and gorgeous but there are also dirty chee ko peks ahahz dortz.. *well some of em are hot ahahz ^^ dortz ahahz * got dese dirty old geezers keep staring at every gal who passes *even 50 year old grandmas so shows their taste* and whistling? and keep commenting thats nice! ure hot! how much one nite? like wth? ahahz they did dat to my group when they accompanied me to e bus stop once and my guy frens juz glared at em ahhaz they still do it anyway heez.. eh not only chee ko pek kk hhaz there was dis 19 uni guy trying to get hp no aso like wth? ahhaz.. stupid pple heez... aiyah tink go do somemore chem.. im ahead of hw by like one wk wahahz first time eva ^^ im so proud of myself *pukes wahahz!! ^^ kidding lol* sayonara~! i go watch anime more like it..

2006-02-06T22:23:00.000+10:30

groans finally found a com more sucky den e one back home... dun tink can blog much unless i go outside to blog lehz... partially think its my uncle's fault sighs... e ting keep dc? well internet at least.. den e sound system is gone!!! sighs...hes an engineer la.. cant help me check around for a new sound card>? i checked but it was so ex when convert abck sobs... missing MUSIC missing FRENS missing WACKINESS of old life missing EVERYTHING la.. grrrr... feel like screaming but they'll aso kpo and ask wads wrong. tink they taking this letting me stay over thing wayyyyyyy too seriously.. going to ahve to go soon too i tink... tink e time shown on e post is spore time? here its 2.5 hours in front.. so its 1032 here and cant tok past 11-1130 depend his mood... heez look whos e dark horse thought he wun be dat bad hopefully like my aunt but tink he tink too much too uptight heez.. like wth? relax la pity em in a way -_ - at least i can go home end of year.. btw feel like changing course juz so wun ahve so long a time la.. like.. im wasting 5 more years of my life here rotting in dis place coz my dad wants me to get dentistry course.. im feeling like asking em go die for making me come here *chasing me here thru their persistant irritatin more like it* and making me utterly miserable... its e same as at home la.. im dying to be out more oft so can avoid em or else like conc. on e tv.. watching anime a lot again coz no game no nth to do one apart from chores...whee im so loving it here *slaps myself for lying so blatnatly ahahz kiddin* sighs... den still remember old times and well sighs... cant take it la and its only been like how long? i keep thinking how im gonna last till december.. omg i cant ahhaz sighs... one option is to bury myself in work *not exactly gd since i was neva a mugger?* second option to go out like a maniac *aso not gd coz i cant speak cantonese with my frens for the life of me* groans... third option is to forget living and stone my way thru lectures and everything... *again not an option coz im mre social and wun make it thru one la.... im so not a nerdy type?* sighs advice pple? grr they calling me go guess wad --> take out e trash at 1050 at nite lol whee wadeva la... stp here sighs sayonara~!!!! hope got happier news next time ^^

2006-02-02T19:10:00.000+10:30

ahahz back again. to blogger i mean.. heez my uncle's com is a bit screwed and i juz got back in from watering e plants.. dortz yah their summer was hot til most plants dry up and guess who's on watering duty ahahz well better den weeding ^^
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sighs first day at sch today ahahz.. not bad i guess.. first time saw one of my closer frens actually daoed her coz din know she in bradford not.. den later she saw me walk into e college admin den she kept staring so only went up and ask if she from same course ahhaz.. well turn out to click quite ok wahahz.. omg forgot to mention their meal sizes.. one burger looks fit for 2 pple la! end up lunch was so duno wad to eat juz order yoghurt -_- ahahz im mad blog bout such things hurhur.. anyway had e diagnostic tests for english and maths.. cant beleive it la!!!!! their english standard was like.. he ____ for dinner dortz? den got multiple choice one.. so wu liao ahhaz.. at least e last qu was like a compre, den had a written part which was pretty lit.. end up e guy in charge of lit told me i got 8/10 den offered me lit instead of english which he said boring.. should i take? no idea ahhaz.. sounds fun though ^^ oh yah e maths.. KO!!! there was a qu: x + 3 = 7 find x.... *collapse on floor laughing my butt off* dis kinda qu aso can ask wahahz!! den is easy differentiation etc la.. well got e subs i wan juz unsure to take lit not.. really lit is more fun.. but if i wanna go biotech or anything else not much use.. only if i suddenly decide follow my dad and study law will it be of use.. hmmz *scratches head* got two wks to change so well see bah ^^
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hehe ivan and jon will love it here *note im being sarcastic -_-* got a lot of hong kong pple ahahz.. followed by msian pple so well not bad... but all speak cantonese one!!! a bit left out but they bother toking to me in chinese and eng so not left out ^^ but yah aso got an idian dude who looks like cool type la.. but he told me wanna do medicine *stares* not bad ahhaz.. e hong kong pple look like they usually wanna have more fun i guess.. some even chose e easier maths instead of e better one though they qualify.. y? scared tough doink ahahz... well up to them bah but dat maths heard e uni dun pay much attention to it
aiyah go off to pack le bah.. still getting settled in.. my room no table yet la!! tml or sat have to go check lor i guess sighs.. den odds and ends all over e room huhrur.. oh yah pple neva complain bout buying text books.. i ahve a phy text bk costing 118 aussie here. its daylight robbery sia! ahhaz.. see if can get in spore den post here i guess.. who care miss lesson heez.. beg borrow steal first ^^
sayonara~!!!!! missing pple back there loads la.. *hugs*

2006-01-30T00:05:00.000+10:30

ai pheng ahahz whee~! eevryones looking happy and hungry whahaz

omg love dese guys * im not les or anything as frens* they dragged me to lt3 after e yu sheng and played piano while singing one of my fav songs la! soooo sweet!!!! *hugs*
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and now.. e bbq~!! aka urm my farewell party? ahhaz

my jie and cheryl e two j3 chiobus who turned up ahhaz

sistas!!! eh u like my prez to u not? took quite long kk ahhaz muz wear!!

e two life guard pple marilyn and jac * remember dem as dat coz open house they plastered everyone with life guard stickers ^^*

early chefs

ambert!! urm joanna's bao bei ahaz.. nah kidding but he's v. cute!!! he could actually say with a straight face "i wan to be a whale" when i commented colin thought he looked like a pufferfish.. omg la me and aipheng burst out into laughter for like.. 15 min non stop?! wahahaz.. might as well say i wana look like a dinosaur or dugong or sth dat bad la! ahhaz.. *burst out into loud laughter*

ahahz han and josh.. behind em are e two guys who tried to get gals' no. with card tricks -_- tink only jo gave hers.. y oh y did u do dat la ahhaz they so despo!!

e gals watching kaiwen jie perform card tricks tink dat time was successful but veryone figured out how she did it ahhaz

hey xing.. and yah really appreciate e star tingie u did for me so nice! ahhaz red and green nice yah hurhur

edward and his honey marshmellows!! its super yummy!!! he actually made a few sticks for e gals so sweet ahahz ^^

we gals pigging out lol jie ate at least 4 chicken wings and insisted neva eat much ahhaz.. e guys cooked muahhaz

jac marilyn and elgin.. with a tongs behind jac;s head.. cant seem to rotate dis foto oopz?

jie josh and zhen ling later at wei lin's place

jie wad u doing?! ahhaz nah e smoke from e bbq was a bit buay tahan ahhaz.. i aso squinting

jac and me!

kooky pic no. 2 ahhaz.. tov and me (*^.^*)

zhen ling tov and me ahhaz nicer pic rite?*whew at elast got one nice one*

juz realised how many fotos i have of myself oh no! so zi lian! ahhaz

see? another one ahhaz..

and another ^^ k last one

my jie instead.. always with eyes closed hurhur

weilin who's place we were at..

omg muz blog bout dis ahhaz.. my lsat day rite? sooo we played a prank on shu han!!! ahaz.. it was hilarious la! though damn embarrassng u better not think badly of me kk rhurhu juz a joke ^^ we conspired to make shu han paiseh *we --> ed aipheng josh sam me* we told him bout some lame rumour josh came up with --> xing and ling long (its soooo not ob not la actually so diff to pretend it was) den after we did dat i "confessed dat i had a crush on him since last year" which was pretty ridiculous since well he knew stuff ahhaz! he claimed he din fall for it but e look on his face was priceless!!!! he covered his face with hands den ran off saying not true rite? dun believe oh no wahhaz!!! e rest den caem out and evreyone laughed like idiots wahhaz! oh we're so mean! hope he got over it later hhaz realx han! nth!! juz kidding dun angry kk? hurhur...
thanks evryone! im sooooo touched la.. omigit juz finished opening e prezs juz now and feeling soooo guilty.. got such nice gifts and i was so budget oh no ahhaz.. well fine can juz imagine nive telling me its e thought dat counts again ahhaz dortz...
been the best wk of my jc life ironically and dun wan to let it go ahhaz.. *sobs!! im really close to tears hurhur dortz* keep in touch kk everyone? really appreciate every single part u guys have played in my life no mtter big or small and hope dat all of u will have a happy CNY and have a fulfilling and happy year ahead!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-29T23:02:00.000+10:30

see? mdm koh sew king and me ahhaz..

see wh!? ahahz all e fotos blur one ^^ kiddign!

dortz.. e guys trying to strip and tau pok chang i tink.. sth i def dun wanna see.. eva.. ahhaz ^^

how could i miss taking ksk nagging one last tme ^^

omg im so extra!! ahhaz.. ksk insisted i be in e foto -_- anyway e guys in my class ahah well majority of em

AND the gals!!!! ahhaz.. frens 4eva yah? *hugs!!!* aww mel y neva smile! ahhaz
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and now for co performance pics ^^

tovya and hui xin.. *guys stop drooling ^^*

elgin our urm beloved prez doing i duno wad ahhaz

sam our vp ahhaz and yes she plays dizi not erhu like e foto in e year bk

joanna!! ahhaz my gossiping buddy in co.. den urm her junior and i tink is joel at e back

hehe me and huiling were damn stoned at e practises

josh yee!! im gonna miss attempting to bully u! ahhaz..

tony aka gay monkey~!!!! wad sorta spas pose is dat la ahhaz...

now dats better ahaz..

ed josh and their tcher ahhaz nice dress madam ^^

mdm pek looking quite festive eh? ahahaz

my fav GALS in co ahhaz.. ed xing han and josh

lau yu sheng! ahhaz co tradition after e performance it was nice.. but sooo messy! ahhaz..

2006-01-29T21:19:00.000+10:30

hi wenyi yah ahahaz

library gang!! hhaz.. used to meet in lib during free periods juz to laugh and chill ^^*hugs*

chang can only look gd in impromptu shots ahhaz.. so dun tell him when u;re taking one of him! or he;ll look eh interesting at best ^^ wenyi den needa pose ahhaz.. cant see who else there

watch whre ure pointing dat middle ladle jon! ahahaz.. stare wad stare ^^

wenyi;s urm hole in e hair ahhaz.. u look great dude stop worrying! hurhur

the guys in lt b4 watching dat urm documentary on chinese calligraphy

kk dun tink anyone looks nice here ahhaz impromptu shot by i tink wh lol surprise guys!

another by wh.. aww its sooo sian lets all go slp hhaz.. -_-zzZZZ

kk mayb not all slping some juz looking stoned

hey yu lin!! dun worry kk? take care bah im usually online juz chat bah.. relax *hugs*

me and kelly and next is...

jing hong! how to have her w/o him ahhaz.. ^^

my lovely class.. ahhaz.. from left top row: wei hong, chang jie, sean, ivan, jon, wenyi, xin hui, jing and hussein, me, kelly, ksk!!
bottom from left: monica aka mouse or small kuku, jess aka big kuku, melissa, nive aka mad woman one, tian li! ahhaz.. so many outta e pic sobs!

down by the steps at e bleachers.. gonna miss these guys soooooooo much ahhaz.. ksk suddenly put her hand on my shoulder 0o ahhaz...

2006-01-29T20:47:00.000+10:30

ahahz too bad last nite couldn get any pics.. e fireworks were too sporadic hruhur.. one after another so pretty!! and illegal wahhaz nvm my whole neighbourhood joined in heez.. all e way from pontian could see la! den got home bout 1? den we started putting some too ahhaz my dad was drunk and juz put three of those big ones together to cheer my sis up from her grumpy state hurhur.. soooo nice!! aww too bad for those in spore *sticks tongue out* wahah kidding guys ^^

ahahz back to pics lol... better put if not someone come find me ask y dun have yet ahhaz dummy ^^

small kuku, big kuku, kuku no. 2 ahahaz.. dortz -_- jess no more kukus wahahz

me in xin hui ahahaz

juz realised one of e few fotos i have of tian li ahhaz so shy!! and urm e two bu yao lian pple behind who wan fotos ^^ kidding babes!!! *siam and fends off any whacks and pokes*

silly pic whee ahahaz.. i need a new left eye jo needs two new eyes -_- sth edward said dat i picked up lol! ahahaz..

yeh look nicer here ahhaz..

hey mel again ahhaz.. omy so big pic but well nvm ahhaz..

me and nive ahhaz.. stark comparison hor? i feel so zi bei her eyes are huge!! sobs! ahahaz... eyelashes too eh? muz put ahhaz someone actually said she closed eyes in class pic to show off fine fine la.. ahhaz -__-

whee~! our class's most hardworking gal ahhaz.. holding a pen and doing work i tink on second last day of sch b4 cny wahahaz... kidding gal ahaz.. ^^

our class's bbq stuff ahhaz.. after dat day tink they juz left in class im juzbo liao ^^

han and xng ahaz.. both looking urm... surprised? lost for words how to describe ^^ sry han!! wahahz dun angry still kk!

me and my bao bei junior * gags* ^^ ahahaz tink im e only person who still calls u adeline? dn u hate it ahhaz but uve been stuck with me for 4 years plus get used to it ^^ when come back ure still in for it wahhaz and cant beleive e drink stall aunty thought we were sis!! *KO*

wahaha~!!!! my urm tink oldest fren? well one of em ahhaz.. yen nee!!! muz remain in contact kk? still remember whole day same tuition as u.. first mrs chin den later mimi den still got duno wad hurhur.. den last year saw u at ac wahahz.. got yuan fen hor? *winks* keep in touch and see who else we know there..

urm u wun kill me rite? hhe ^^

2006-01-28T16:53:00.000+10:30

heya mel!!! ure v. quiet in class ahhaz.. tok more!!

ahhaz jo wad were u doing?! ^^ wait i accompany u later ^^

deo with his usual grin ahha ^^ gonna miss you pw partner ahhaz... and send me more songs i like kk? ^^

i really have no idea wad i caught ivan dong but he looks damn funny doing it so nvm! ahaz ^^ dun kill me after dis wahha keep in touch u silly dog ahahaz

kirsty and me ahahz... tink its xin hui behind

dilpreet kaur!!! one of the two dks teaching our class ahhaz.. most of us share comments on em^^

tink sean was blocked, leroy ivan wei hong and jon *btw leroy! yest ran into u at lot one later and forgot to take foto with u dortz.. ahahaz*

yet another dorky foto of ivan with his hair sticking up after visiting toilet.. foreva liddat rhurhu

kuku one and kuku two ahhaz.. jess and me!! with urm tink jo's hand behind jess head ahhaz.. ncie rite? ^^

the second dk mr daniel khor and his fav student!!! ahhaz.. consulting phy i guess gonna miss him too ahaz damn funny tcher though can be mean ahhaz

the guys sean wh and tink ivan see? can neva get a gd foto of em impromptu

mouse of course is only too happy to oblige

oh yah second last day of sch had three free periods and e first was in e lib with ai pheng! so here we are ahhaz laughing buddy gonna miss you!!!!!!!!!!! screaming too ahhaz dortz.. here not so bad bah ouch my stomach still hurts from last night laugh so much at bbq!

edward looking pretty normal for him

look again!! edward and the krissandi grin!! ahhaz..

two of my bestest buds in class!!! jo and nive

them again urm.. being les? ahhaz aww i was being the third wheel eh?! sobs! sry guys ahhaz ^^

shall post more later ahhaz.. mayb tonit.. now gtting ready to go pontian for reunion dinner rhuhur.. seeya!!

2006-01-28T16:10:00.000+10:30

omygosh!!!! yest was e last day of sch and i only woke up one hour plus ago ahhaz was dat tired from yest lol -_- not saying it wasn fun! tink it was the most memorable and enjoyable day in my entire life at ac wahahz dortz.. thanks everyone for making it sooooooo great *hugs!!!!!!!!!!* damn... its like.. duno when i'll see some pple ever again ahahz sounds so weird rite... coz some were juz hi and bye frens but still affected me a lot.. others were closer and im desperately hoping when i come back in june or dec will see em and have more gd times together ahahaz.. sighs so many things i wanna say to so many pple but well ahhaz guess dat calls for another time ^^
well yest only one thing made me kinda sad..but who cares now ahahaz... actully started taking fotos in e beginning of e wk but oopz din bring on wed when we were seling satay.. nvm still remmber wahhaz ksk still said at first that at most we could sell 400 satays.. dortz! e whole class showed her la ahaz ended up selling bout 1200!!! ahahz damn proud of our class.. and everyone had loads of fun cooking and doing wadeva they were doing wahaz dortz... still remember leroy being a butcher lol he was e one dismembering the 1000 plus satays from one whole chunk coz they were frozen and looked like a butcher! evryone lent a hand and guess was one of the most memorable things my class did together i tink... too bad no fotos oopz! ahhz.. my bro had e cam dat day... beleive we made bout $200 profit or sth? cool sia ahahaz.. makes the heat and carrying the ketupat from my mom's car to e void deck with ivan worth it hurhur.. sighs i wun be tere for the rest of e selling days but hoi muz go buy from my class!! its 2sb4! ahahaz.. *hear that adeline? ^^*

well here are some fotos i took from the beginning of the wk.. mostly of the gals coz e guys well they stuck together and couldn get individual shots ahaz..

couldn beleive ksk actually let my class off for a while to go down to e foyer to take fotos wahahz damn weird ^^

heres xin hui dno doing wad ahhaz.. alot of random shots

sean and ivan *the crazy duo i guess* again looking stoned

my fav mouse!!! ahhaz.. aka small kuku named by jess ahhaz..

kk know dis foto looks spas but cant bear not to put rebecca's foto here ahhaz.. pardon e lame grin ^^ oh yah thanks rebecca for that favour!!!!!

whee~! pei qian! thanks for saving my butt so many times but playing so much louder and covering up for me when play wrong ahhaz...

too suat ling and a random liu qin junior *so sry i duno who! ahhaz. like so mean liddat* she makes me furious alot of times but well ahhaz ^^

zhen ling the si bu yao lian girl ahaz kidding ^^ she loves taking fotos and i got lik.. 10 of her on my com now ahhaz.. but u said u liked this best so here u are ^^ yah la u look great kk? ahhaz

hui xin *the chio bu* zhenling * the cute gal* and me the sua ku omygosh feel so extra beside two chiobus ahhaz ^^

zhen ling holding two stars she made when she kopped em from me while was folding stars in co prac for e class ahahaz.. see wad i mean by alot of her? ^^

yu jia and me ahhaz.. my instructor ^^

2006-01-26T22:53:00.000+10:30

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do
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Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
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I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
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Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
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Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
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I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
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The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
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I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

2006-01-22T19:57:00.000+10:30

Your Interaction Style:
You scored 75 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that your energy is directed primarily outward towards other people and things - rather than inward. You don't mind being alone, but you feel most energized and inspired when you are around other people. Your mixed extroversion/ introversion tendency affects your learning style: For example, it is more effective for you to listen to a person explain something than it is for you to read about it on your own.
Social patterns: You are left-brained when it comes to recognizing emotions in other people. When you look at a person's face you focus on what you see on the right. This is a unique way of viewing the world. You are likely to be sensitive to 'micro-expressions' - the tiny movements of the muscles in the face that occur, for example, when someone is telling a lie. Hearing preferences are an interesting exception to this left-right crossover. For example, if two people were talking behind a closed door and you needed to put your ear on the door to hear, you would tend to use your left ear instead of your right.

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

2006-01-19T23:07:00.000+10:30

NNNOOO!!!!! my second last wk at acjc is ending!! like wth?! *screams and hugs onto e poor cushion my didi gave me* nah wun act liddat but still.. heez dun mean i totally wanna go la.. guess SOME pple i know will be reading this and pointing whispering that i must be mad to wanna give up dis chance to go oevrseas and have an easier education.. but well once i go will only be back in december, den its off again for uni education *assuming i get the friggin 83% i needa get fr my course* and well its to and fro from there.. wun be in one place for v. long at once i guess.. well hate dat in a way.. life lacking stability as it is le ahahaz.. kinda averse to change no matter for the good or the bad *well like e better better of course ahhaz * but well.. though its mostly my parents wishes dat im still attending school i dun mind it dat much.. in fact welcome it.. its e last chance for me to hang out with my class *though some are acting far too weird ahhaz.. wad changed? please dun tell me urm nvm ahhaz tink u get e pic* and with my other frens in ac.. feeling blardie guilty that in manage to stay in touch with my sec sch frens (well not as much as i would have hoped) but well.. e usual excuses which i realise does not mean much but well *shrugs* shoot me if not happy -_- a gal has to live and had a busy and well relatively fulfilling year i guess ahahaz.. minusing out the sarky parts ^^ but damn gonna miss everyone i know *hugs angie jovie ran (relax not gonna hug u in real life though u my best guy buddy -_- one she'll kill me second ur like my bro so nvm anyway.. NOT that im gonna do it hez everytime i try it sounds wrong) and all my other lovely frens ahaz.. heez gonna have to lie thru my teeth to my parents again and say im soooo looking forward to going over when in reality i feel like puking everytime they remind me of all e stuff i needa do to go over *wails help somebody?*
ahhaa e swimming helped.. tired like siao but love being in the water ahhaz (hate going when lotsa pple though oh so help me im fat and everyting else ^^) ahhaz kinda turning into a ranting session eh? not many pple read anyway so wth cares dortz ahahahaz.. oh man frst mass pe of e year and they torture us ahahaz.. legs felt like lead dat day now only slightly better.. swimming helped though ahhaz.. anywya begginner is soooo not fun when u already know how to swim coz well slightly bored ahhaz.. though mon made it alot more interesting ahaz.. not critisizing or anything but woman! breathe!!! ahhaz.. she cant seem to turn her head to breathe so end up swimming half e small lap totally submerged den stop to breathe den continue wahhz! tink she can do ok if she juz breathes ahhaz ^^ damn cute la! ahhaz.. and one of e two reasons din wana go intermediate was kinda redundant so wasted!! fyi e other reason was coz thoguht no other gal with me there.. *sheepish grin* forgot mel... so sue me ahhaz.. oopz? ^^
*groans* stuff still left hanging making me irritated.. better clear em up *like my visa etc* before next wk.. others well.. duno better to leave it like a infected wound or to clear up the air.. got a feeling i;ll regret either way so hmmz.. suggestions? ahhaz.. well better go back to making prezzies.. sooo wrong la duno wad happened to it ahhaz.. sayonara~!!!!

2006-01-12T21:53:00.000+10:30

Are you wearing shoes?not now
Whats the third letter in your name?Y
How old is your pet(s)?one puppy 4 months.. one dog 2 years.. last dog 4 years.. e rest i have no idea ^^ too many pets at home -__-
What color is your backpackeh dun use backpack now but got one light blue and white one..
Are you sick?nope ahah but i wish i was
Do you go to school?like durh? *rolls eyes*
Is the bathroom open?......
Are you on a laptop?nope
Are you watching MTV?juz now was..
Are you smiling?no im looking like dis at the moment -_-
Do you have eyeliner on?nope..
Is it early?7.17 pm wahahaz.. got back early from sch since i ponned detention so yes its early
Are you blonde?heck no ahhaz
Do you have a myspace?nope
What are your favorite names?as in?
Do you have a sister?i have 2 dortz
What was the last thing you said?last ting outta my mouth was a laugh ahhaz
Are your ears pierced?yah..
Do you live in florida?no and prob neva will
Do you like florida?stupid qu?
Are you listening to rock at the moment?dun really like rock
Where'd you get your pants?0o lame random qu?
Do you type with your feet?no but know someone who does wahahaz
Are you tired?ya tink?! zzzZZZ
Are you bored?aboden
What time is it?720 pm
chocolate or peanut butterchocolate addict here lol
How many kids would u like?dun dat like depend on the other party too now say aso no use ahhaz
Own a necklace?stupid qu la ahhaz yesh i do
CDs or Cassette?... cds?
Ever been through or to Detroit?nah
Seen all of the American Pies?nope
Been to the movie theatre the past month?yeah ahhaz
Ever been on a plane?of all stupid qus yah?!
Been to a concert in the past month?nope..
What color is your toothbrushblue and white
lame!!! im like sooooo bored la.. sick of doing work.. juz now in lib for 3 free periods also couldn stand doing work le.. sian ah!!! kk got sth else dat well is kinda accurate for some pple apparently but sooo not for me so ahahaz wads ur sign ^^

LEO: Dominant in relationships. Horny. Freakin bed.Always want the last word.Being dramatic to get attention.Childlish .Great talker.
CANCERTalkative.Energetic. Sarcastic.Flirt. Outstandingkisser. Proud.Not mature .Not really good in relationship.
PISCESCaring. Smart. Center of attention. TooSexyVery high sex appeal. Kind.Humble.Trustworthy. Has the last word.
LIBRAVery gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind.Have own unique sexiness.Great in Bed. Good kisser !!!
CAPRICORNSassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants.
AQUARIUSTrustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Lovesbeingin long relationships. Extremly energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.Cute .Like to be love .Quiet.
ARIESOutgoing. Spontanious. No one to f*ckwith.Have own unique sexiness.Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to themoon inbed.
TAURUSAggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. lovesbeing in long relationships. Likes to givea goodfight for what they want.Extremly outgoing. Outstanding kisser.
GEMININice. Love is one of a kind. Great listenersVery Good in bed. Lover not a Fighter ButStill Punch Your Lights Out .Trustworthy
VIRGOGreat talker. Sexy. Always Horny.Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Greatkisser.
SCORPIOPredict future. Most erotic.Very high sex appeal. Great in bed.Handsome/cute.Jealous easily.
SAGITARIUSSpontanious. Horny. Sexy. Funny. Highsexappeal.good in bed. Rare to find. Energetic.Good whenfound. Great kisser. Loves being in longrelationships.

the ones who know me already noe my sign therefore not gonna tell and so shuddup ^^

2006-01-09T22:26:00.000+10:30

*groans* homework sucks... and im going mad hehe *hey not insane now kk stop thinking that stupid biatch ahahz kiddin ^^* sighs first wk over now beginning of second wk and already finished one or two pens.. proof of how much work is piling up already ahhaz.. well one day break tml dortz den wed its back to sch ^^ enjoy it pretty much except for some times anyway so well not dat bad.. e sometimes include times doing work and *winks* ahhaz.. jump up and down in agony more like it heez -_-
whee changed chem tcher to mr wong.. ohmygawd he's like a hero la ahhaz so big improvment compared to *cough* lol... if i were staying well i might actually have a chance to pass e test on current topic.. though with dat certain *cough* teachin arenes i shall reserve judgement ahhaz.. kk not suanning her knowledge but she juz cant grasp wth we're asking her one.. anyway hope new tcher when he leaves will be better or as gd bah.. refering to mr wong durh ahhaz... so sad he leaving...
wakao juz thought of it.. made it thru first wk w/o incident.. well sat was a diff story coz not including wad i thought *evil grin* she juz pissed me off la madwoman ^^ anyway at least not dat bad on e wkdays la ahhaz.. actually made it thru w/o hurting some people lol * though i feel like drowning a few well-deserving pple into the pool* well shoot me easily irritated ^^ ask jo muahhaz dortz well she aso so we make a gd pair scolding each other ahhaz.. tml prob going tovya's place to make brownies and sandwiches for wed's welcome tea ahaz.. go for e food and fun only hehe got prac and im outta there lol.. dun see e pt if dat dumb person can scold me for little thing -_- she wan tude i give her dat lor dortz... yeh welcome tea or urm.. wad was it sam called it? yah i nkow welcome tea sounds gay but use for so long forgot any other term for it heez.. hope goes well i guess.. guess at least e barker guys will be damn happy -_- neva seen guys chase after gals dat obviously b4 i met them la ahahaz yah not yeeeeeediot? ^^ esp dat dummy ahhaz.. pity them.. the guys i mean.. lol.. the girls can watch out for themselves against them hurhur *winks*
speaking of guys are guys really that idiotic jerks?? *well suppose some pple know wad im toking bout* hmmz well i guess so muahahz.. kk shall stop mumbling on as i do when im pissed irritated or depressed *am all of em now ^^*

2006-01-07T00:00:00.000+10:30

ahahz ran read dis and get a move on dude!! *esp e last one* hey im doing u a favour ^^ no more ragging bout dat incident le ahahz.. u got ur own scandal now *winks*

1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . .even if itsjustfor a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake upto.
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight andtell herhowmuch she means to you.
6 . Recognize the small things . . . theyusuallymeanthe most.
7 . Pick her over all the other girls youhang outwith.
8 . Write her notes. (She'll love them )
9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . .as yourgirlfriend.
10 . Play with her hair.
11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle withher.
12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupidjokes, orjusttell her jokes.
14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16 . Give her piggyback rides.
17 . Bring her flowers
18 . Treat her the same around yourfriends as youdo when your alone.
19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
20 . Let her take as many pictures of youas shewants.
21 . Kiss her in the rain.
22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her

hehe gd luck bah =p hope have more luck den me ahhz seeing as im perpetually down on my luck one ^^ dun say ur jie neva are le wor ahhaz

2006-01-05T00:54:00.000+10:30

dortz!! i juz recieved some fotos from last year ahhaz.. og period.. lol anyway cant contact everyone from our og so well juz post here and those who see well juz kop bah ahhaz.. nice though ahhaz.. sighs dis year's orrientation reminds me of my batch's last year ahhaz.. their dances look better! ahahaz..

look up to the sky!!!

missing em ^^ ahah mostly split up le

lol beside tania on the right.. second one standing up la ahha too small cant see how ugly gd hehe ^^

*depressing thoughts * ^^ im the most high when im the most depressed.. wad a dumb act ahaz

2006-01-03T22:46:00.000+10:30

wow.. first day back in sch and got quite some work -_- well actually did most during hols so not dat bad i gues.s. but really din know bout the maths tutorials ahhaz.. well i guess since tml have some free periods will do den.. aso getting gary *who is proud that he is soooo free currently b4 finding job* to teach me past topics for phy.. kk i know im going overseas soon but cut me some slack is it a damn crime to wanna get sth right b4 i leave? i mean.. im going there, doing practically e same topics over again.. y not understand it now? made a mistake not doign dat b4 promos and during hols i revised.. now i guess *hope more like it* not dat bad.. but cant promise since some stuff i juz cant do.. duno y ahhaz.. get e concept cant when it comes to doing qu my mind goes blank whee~! see if can rememdy lor.. not being hypocritical its my life.. stop asking me y im going!!!! im not exactly happy bout it either.. more like forced into it -_-"" dat and e fact id do anything to get away from my ki siao dad.. who's trying to make my last month a living hell at home.. so enough bout e going overseas!! yeh dortz...
anyway.. well ahha first day of sch not bad i guess.. went a little mad doing gp 1001 words*well more like copying the ans at the back* dun see the pt of it when we normally rush thru it and copy it hehe.. too bad ^^ wadeva la dkdc.. well got thru the first day w/o strangling anyone though came close ahhaz *jo watch out!! ^^* nah juz not as patient as usual i guess now pple keep asking if im pmsing -_- girl can pms whole month one ah? dortz.. juz the fact dat im leaving nth seems to be the pt la i guess.. sighs.. keep in touch please?! ahahz aso hope to resolve any eh.. unfinished business ahhaz.. eg: return ky money!! omigit i owe her so much and i juz remembered ahhaz.. bu ke yi qian4 qian2 guo4 nian2!! hahz.. to me dat means cny hehe.. and some other stuff bah.. some stuff juz seems unfinished to me i guess.. den since im leaving.. well if it turns out badly.. kinda think i would still rather it not be left dangling ^^ ahhaz.. gd luck to me den sure gonna need it heez.. wel back to 1001 words lol.. gp sucks!! ahahz..

2006-01-02T01:22:00.000+10:30

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all those i haven wished ahhaz.. dortz ^^ whee~! today officially new year's day well night le and there are still pple puttin gout fire works ahhaz.. not bad ^^ pretty!! yest was even better ahhaz.. the sky was totally filled with colours and most of the neighbours were looking ahahz.. kk better stop b4 some pple from spore wanna kill me ahahz.
well time for new year's resolutions *duno y i bother.. can neva keep em ahhaz well did last years one*
1. get a life!! ahhaz.. *been out partying too much with ran and angie lol.. dun tink will have dis prob dortz since im leaving grr ahhaz *
2. think more positively? heck no not happening but well i can dream eh? ahhaz
3. get a better study attitude *well actually an entire attitude make over but who am i kiddin ^^ im staying dis way wahahaz deal with it dortz.. to studying.. well mayb.. wait long long and see hehe*
4. someone's insisting i put this down lol never forget frens no matter wad ahhaz.. dun worry will def forget u lol -_- ahahz nah kidding ^^
5. eh.. kk duno le ahhaz..so many positive thigns to change bt dun tink i will so well give up making new year resolutions next year ahhaz.. know i failed my sec 4 one miserably stillremember.. stop swearing.. wahahz not happening soon ^^ my fren actually counte dthe no. of times i swore and couldn keep count in just one day ahhaz.. horrible ^^ well sayonara~! im going back to my game.. gonna get new job soon i hope and needa beat gary to 30 ^^ i owe someone a recess le anyway so well muz get abck something ahhaz..

2005-12-29T13:46:00.000+10:30

meet the slping dudes lol... tired out after bbq.. with his camera with me.. aww sooo sad

they're kings of the castle -_-" ahaz three guys and i tink a girl on the rope thingy in the playground *still haven forgiven colin hmph! spin till i fell wth.... *

some of the first nighters at the play ground *edwards sandals broke the second night end up use rafia or wad tie first ahhaz..

oh yah after bbq went to rent bikes ahhaz.. never gonna get onto a double bike again its horror ahahaz.. neva scream so much for a long time heez.. here;s leonard on a bike..

2005-12-29T13:26:00.000+10:30

a nice display of our bags lol sry ahahz din know how to start ^^

lol forgot to add in this pic where we were quing for the go karts.. oopz ahhaz.. pic too blur nvm.. ai pheng jo den me lol ^^ kk super blur dortz.. sighs ahhaz

everyone stoning and waiting for more food during the bbq ahaz.. the "cooks" were elgin and ming i tink.. damn hiong lol... duno how many plates broke coz of them and colin ahaz.. fan till liddat?!

nice not e pic ahaz.. shu han took dis lol.. the ash flying looks like snowflakes ahhaz..

hungry anyone? hhaz.. satay chicken wing and pork chops by elgin and ming lol... grr hungry le ahhaz

the small ah beng with marshmellows lol.. u look like rabbit here lor didi

everyone else with marshmellows.. hint: let chua ming make for u ahhaz damn nice dun beleive ask kelly hurhur.. both gushing over them lol

Seetho and lenard playing cards or juz stonin after bbq ahhaz..

2005-12-29T03:32:00.000+10:30

ahahz well some long awaited pics.. for those who din get e website from colin and sam la.. a mix of fotos from them both.. well too tired to blog much ahhaz.. busy finlly rhur.. though def not on hw lol.. dun tink i;ll do much.. dun see e pt well shall let the fotos do the talking ^^

pretty right?! ahhaz... the xmas tree at e front of e chalet

last day of chalet eeryone took a pic ahaz.. dun ask y e dao face i cant remember ahahz.. too tired bah ^^

amazingly the only ride i backed out from is the inverter.. scary right ahhaz dats my jie screaming ^^

better picture of edward screaming his way down from the top ahhaz.. understand y i din go now? ^^ im a coward and can be proud of it muahha heez.. well jo and aipheng din go too i tink.. the other side shows moey lenard and ming buckling in muahha

dun this look like they're waiting for death? kk lame ahhaz... e guy i keep forgetting name, ming, moey, colin, lenard, jie shu han and i cut off edward oops ahhaz

oh yha! how to forget the water boat rides lol ahhaz.. we went after the wild wet ride.. everyone was soaked thru so nvm juz go for another wet ride ahhaz.. lol get dried, den get wet again -_- smart ahhaz but fun! so who cared ^^ above-> water boat trio lol.. * jie me ai pheng* we got stuck together most of the time with jo too ahhaz.. attacked moey!!

he was damn poor thing hhaz.. legs too long!! plus got splashed by the 4 other gals *us* on his turn ahhaz.. not forgetting shu han and edward who used the outside water spray to sabo ahhaz.. meanies!!

2005-12-29T03:30:00.000+10:30

hey lol kk its a lame pic but juz put up bah shoot me it was chalet who cared how i look ahahaz ^^

hi ai pheng nice being splashed right ahhaz...

and here's jo escaping *trying to but failing*

and last but not least jie.. with a eh.. uneffective way of hiding ahahaz *im so mean but dun take away my going away prez hehe*

beleive it we went for the kids ride on the aeroplanes.. its totally boring but well helped us dry off ahhaz.. din take any fotos for the lying down ride have no idea wad its called but only remember ai pheng beside me and both of us screaming names randomly ahhaz *reminices days with screaming buddy*

ahahz the guys joined in too ^^

dun kill me? ahhaz shu han while quing up for the go kart rides ^^couldn resist hehe

the guys racing.. the girls were on the second round.. whee~!!!

oh and straight after getting back from escape we went xbox heez ahhaz.. kenna jie and jo whacked up for racing games but okok in fighting one.. forgot e name paiseh ahhaz.. the guys played bball i tink.. *yawns* kk enough for one night more pics of the bbq and sneaks from the playground tml!!! ^^

2005-12-23T17:37:00.000+10:30

Every Heart
BoA

Ikutsu namida o nagashitara
Every Heart sunao ni nareru darou
Dare ni omoi wo tsutaetara
Every Heart kokoro mitasareru no darou
Nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita
Tooi hoshi ni inotteta
Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
Kyou mo takai sora miageteiru
Donna egao ni deaetara
Every Heart yume ni fumidaseru no
Hito wa kanashimi no mukou ni
Every Heart shiawase ukabete nemuru
Itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga
Yasuraka ni nareru you ni
Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru
Toki ni warai sukoshi naite
Kyou mo mata arukitsuzukete yuku
Osanai kioku no katasumi ni
Atataka na basho ga aru so sweeet

Hoshi tachi ga hanasu mirai wa
Itsumo kagayaite ita so shine
Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai wo sagashite iru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
Kyou mo takai sora miagete iru
Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru
Toki ni warai sukoshi naite
Kyou mo mata arukitsuzukete yuku

English translation

If there were many tears falling down,
Every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
Every heart can be satisfied.

I was frightened by the neverending night,
So I prayed to the distant stars.

In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky.

The two of us, smiling, meet here,
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
Every heart gains happiness when it flies.

Someday our souls will unite,
We will give peaceful approval.

In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

Memories of everything has settled,
This is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
We are always so brilliant,
So shine.

In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky.

In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

2005-12-22T01:19:00.000+10:30

sighs.. back to monotonous life studying hahaz... back from 6 days away from home, first at kl den at co chalet.. feeling super exhausted but my sis is still having tuition in my much missed room and i cant slp grr.. ahahaz.. kind of promised a friend i'll stop using shortforms coz he has no idea wad im writing *so shoot me a lot of people cant understand my shortforms*, so eh ahahaz.. trying to type properly.. wun last *winks*

im already missing the chalet! it was super fun while it lasted ahahaz.. wish next year there will be a repeat of this ^^ though it better be after the 13 of dec or i'll just miss the whole thing anyway thanks to me graduating from that darn place only then sighs... anyway im going off topic as usual... lasted for 4 days 3 nights, but only turned up on the second night as stayed another day in kl for shopping ^^ kk explains why im broke now so xmas presents people ^^ kidding ahahz.. sighs wished i had stayed since the first day ahhaz.. especially since they had more time to visit the playground and apparently had more fun with lesser people.. plus they had enough space to sleep properly ^^ im still being scolded for twisting the blanket and stealing it from jie jo and ai ping ahhaaz hey i dont exactly know wad i do in my sleep right? at least i dun snore ^^ unlike some of the barker guys *cough* pigs*cough* ahahaz... they wouldn wake even after me and colin used my jacket sleeve to tickle their noses lol.. two nights.. one spent on the bed the other on the floor mattress so now ouch my back is aching ahahaz.. know for a fact majority of those who rode the bikes are now groaning about hurt butts heez..

plus omg am i a suanning magnet? hmph! got suanned by everyone around me 24/7 even when im asleep.. cuz they just took pictures of me slping heez.. that is also fun? well yah ^^ did e same to seetho colin jovie sam and jie muahahaz... though i think they are in colin's camera... oh well when he uploads them im so gonna bug him for the pictures ^^ those that we took from escape too!!! ^5 aiping the cup ride rocked kk ahahaz.. dont you feel proud? =p finally hecked bout fear of heights and took it three times.. we got two at one go in the beginning.. din try the inverter though.. just seeing shu han and edward taking their turn was enough of a turn off ahahaz... got the pictures of edward screaming his head off and clutching the seat to prove it muahahaz... oh and everyone looking super wet after the wet ride ahahaz.. the water stank though heez poor ed drank it!! =p

btw.. im just gonna remind my jie.. learn to ride a bike please?! ahahaz.. due to the lack of cash *totally broke now* and her not knowing how to cycle well we ended up sharing a double bike.. and nearly screamed the whole place down ^^ kk fine mayb i did most of the screaming but hey it was the first time on a bike that i nearly toppled over so much despite my urm obvious lack of sense of balance ahahaz.. nvm ahhaz.. note to self never follow oliver or seetho from behind.. mui whole day rides onto the grass such that we get stuck, while seetho kinda gets lost too ahhaz... turn right end up duno go where at first rite ?^^

sighs.. memorable incidents of acco chalet ahahaz... also got to know some people better.. for example seniors liek seetho and jie *durh*, even juniors like wh ming and mui! *i have no idea how to spell his surname but saying it is funny =p* missing u guys already sobs ahahz.. sighs still have a tendency to cling to people.. how long will it be before i can learn to live and let live ahhaz.. one over-used cliche still haunts me.. hmmz.. is it better to regret something you have never tried? or to regret that something after you have done it... guess it depends on the situation.. now regretting my decision to go ahahaz... well hope the decision doesnt come back to haunt me like some other stuff i regret ahahaz.. well kk better stop before more nonsence spews outta my mouth ahhaz.. TTTGS: time to totally go slp ahhz... different from the tttks from white chicks ;p miss our late night movies ahhaz dun miss juon though heez -_-"" sayonara~!!!!!

2005-12-15T20:00:00.000+10:30

I'm terza rima, and I talk and smile.
Where others lock their rhymes and thoughts away
I let mine out, and chatter all the while.

I'm rarely on my own - a wasted day
Is any day that's spent without a friend,
With nothing much to do or hear or say.

I like to be with people, and depend
On company for being entertained;
Which seems a good solution, in the end.

What'>http://quiz.ravenblack.net/poeticform.pl">What Poetry Form Are You?

2005-12-14T23:18:00.000+10:30

ahhaz... hols ending le so fast!!! and still got tons of hw la sighs.. cant access my stuff coz forgot e password ahah ztypical me.. tink later ask deo forhis again bah den juz access if possible hrhur.. y im bothering bout hw i have seriously no idea huhur.. some peeps suggested to me juz piss all e tchers off for dis month den wah free lol... some tchers i would love to piss include "wipe armpit", "luler", the wan who whole day suan back one, the one who love to pontang aso.. so many la ahhaz.. lol.. but might actualy miss some tchers ahhaz.. mostly e funny ones la.. plus in a way a few of e co tchers such as mr soh and mdm pek heez.. quite nice to me i guess hurhur.. sweets!! lol plus he can teach me ahhaz lol -_- y am i toking bout co? muz be toking too muchie to elgin they all heez ahaz..
kk bah next wk got co chalet!!! heez better not be like camp everyone so dead coz no slp ahhaz.. slp a few hours at least la lol if not last day-> dead ahhaz... oh man and dats right afteri get back from kl ahhaz.. gonna get some stuff for some co peeps and i guess class peeps too bah.. considering ahaz.. dun bet on gd prez hor im kinda broke after so many prez ahhaz..
eh jo u liked ur bday prez? ahhaz... bought it while shopping with 3 guys *groans* neva go shopping with guys ahhaz... kk colin's taste urm not bad ahaz.. but e other two end up wanna go lan shop lol.. and guess wad.. go play maple? wth? ahhaz... ming nearly got owned when playign with colin though ahhaz iono la at first rite? wahhaz.. sad sia...
aiyha really talking nonsense le so shall shuddup and go back to my maple ahaz.. figured out wad was wrong.. e stupid connection din plug in right or sth lol.. well now its lag.. will i neva be able to play it properly? lol ahhaz.. sayonara~!!!!

2005-12-09T23:04:00.000+10:30

im supre bored and cant find corrinne may's save me so dis next best ahaz ^^

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we rideIn our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you
Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

2005-12-08T03:00:00.000+10:30

lol juz remembered mouse wanted me to help give out e link to these fotos.. lame ahhaz too small to see much anywayz..
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2117058233&mode=guest

have fun seeing ahha

2005-12-08T01:55:00.000+10:30

Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet? ` eh loads ahhaz.. mostly of those i take with frens
What time do you usually go to bed? ` now bout eh.. one?
What was the last thing you did before filling this survey? `crap with frens online
Who are the people you always meet the most? ` eh.. my fam and my extended "family" i guess.. so many lo
What's on your mind right now? `worries
Do you tell your mom everything? ` heck no la
With whom do you wanna be to have fun? `frens lor ahhaz
What movie do u wanna watch now? ` wanna watch narnia!! out in jb earlier wahhaz.. oh and memoirs of a geisha..e book nice
When was the last time you went out? ` dis morn la heez..to sch for co lol.. nvm got chalet up next.. dun tink will go bp one
Who do you hate the most for now? ` cant realy say hate.. but close to ahhaz so nvm ^^
When was the first time you slept alone? ` eh... two months ago? my sis moved outta my room yesh!!
What do you wanna do for now? ` maple lol e stupid patch
What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep? ` stone/leaf
What could piss you of? ` eh.... loadsa stuff beware ahhaz
are you an animal lover? ` puppies and kittens rox ahhaz.. when they grow up prefer dogs lol
Colors that make you happy? ` eh.. blue purple white black recently pink and rose
Most fav thing in your room? ` bed lol
What was the last thing you bought for your room?` small eh.. set of drawers
Any instruments in your room? my guitar
Can you cook? ` eh.. can i guess ahhaz
Miss someone? ` frens lor
Plan to buy something? ` gt an entire list!
Are you satisfied with your life now? ` not really
Do you like seafood? ` yah ahahaz
Breakfast or dinner? `dinner... dun really eat breakfast
What do you usually eat for breakfast? `.... juz said dun eat.. at most milo
Did you eat breakfast today? ` my coffee bread wad for breakfast and lunch till 6 count?
Do you recycle?` depends wad
What's your favorite fast food? ` long john i guess.. cheaper ahhaz lol budget =p
Cats or dogs? ` dogs..
Salty or sweet? ` sweet!!!sweet tooth ahhaz
City or country? ` har?
How do you prefer to spend your holiday?` eh.. partying slacking juz having fun la
Do you swear? ` ahhaz keep being scolded for not beign ladylike
Would you ditch your friends for a date? ` eh yah *oopz ahhaz.. wun happen again*
Ever had a crush on a teacher? ` omg!! no la!! yuck1 ahhaz
Coke or pepsi? ` neither ice lemon tea or ice peach tea *yummy * ahhaz
Sugar or spice? ` both! ahhaz
Do you like to read for pleasure?` eh loads ahha coz i get bored too darn easily
Do you care about getting good grades? `durh la! jz dun happen much to me so far ahhaz
Have u ever fallen sleep in class? ` wad u tink? esp in peeps like mr meah class last time and now in lecture on chem heez
Do your parents give you enough privacy? ` no
Do your parents trust you? ` dxun tink so ahhaz
Would you trade places (in life) with your bestfriends?`envy alot of pple rite now but wouldn trade ahhaz ^^

gosh im bored... -_-"

2005-12-03T01:47:00.000+10:30

oh yah! howcould i forget e ghosts ahhaz.. couldn get jill in her costume..but lidat enough le ahhaz

my jie in her costume ahhaz.. jill's is e pink version hurhur.. they were trying to imitate e ghosts in the ring lol... she juz looks sian ahhaz ^^

2005-12-03T01:13:00.000+10:30

omigit ahhaz e last day... all e guys looking super stoned.. bout half an hour b4 e pic was taken tink oliver colin ming etc were snoring away in e bunk lol den had to wake up to leave ahha poor things lol.. oliver yang fan small tim chua ming jiade half blocked and e idiot with his head down ish colin lol ahhaz

lol edward slpy till slp during combined ahhaz.. han aso nodding off.. only e gals look norm though aso lack of slp

santa's most stoned helper ahahaz.. yang fan wearing his cold storage work uni lol ahahaz.. he looked liddat after drinking half a bottle of 40% and who knows wad else la ahhaz.. he jia de and chua ming were sitting in a row at night looking like junkies lol ahahaz *yang fan! enjoyed e watermelon?! ahhaz matched ur clothes*

elgin looking urm.. elgin hhaz.. ^^

me looking super stoned after got back home from camp ahhaz.. bout 6? den my sis took pic hhaz lol... lack of slp does dat to pple ^^

kk e rest of e pics shall be put up soon.,.. if i can get them from sam ahhaz.. to e peeps who organised e camp? thanks loads and it really rocked ahh great job!!!! do more stuff liddat wahhaz if not co really really boring.. ahahhaz

2005-12-03T00:53:00.000+10:30

dortz ahahz e gal who saved my butt during most of e practises lol hurhur *treat muahahaz*

lol y ms too so shy!!! mr soh heck care le juz lemme take ahhaz.. he plays pipa leh din realise ahha end up he teach me a bit e first day lol

another treat ahhaz.. our *cough* beloved conductor before he chased me away for taking pic ahhaz

chilli padis!! ahhaz.. all red again lol... these two ai ping and ling long wore matching shirts e first day la hahaz.. den ling long and jo have same shoes -_-"" ahahaz.. or was it ai ping

gary!!! ahahaz.. my bullying target and gd fren lol.. oh yah pardon us for looking slpy.. prev nite almost no slp ahhaz

ahah my beloved jie lol.. with me looking tired and stoned lol.. wad la both no slp ahhaz

the two late comers ahhaz.. also the hottest two according to e guys lol ahahaz

2005-12-03T00:32:00.000+10:30

whee~! ahahz girls' room during camp.. believe me its a lot neater den e guys bunk ahhaz.. there were potato chips and drinks everywhere.. in front is beatrice's stuff.. me at e back ahhaz

e rest of e gals.. including tovya's small guitar.. duno how to sp its name so forget it hhaz..

french fries!!! na beatrice's pillow.. so cute rite?! ahaz used for scavenger hunt

ahahaz gd frens all in red -_- dun ask din know so qiao ahahaz.. me tovya and jovita

wad la i know look farnie hurru but we were in a hurry to go of all places next door and to 2.11 to practise *glowers at elgin* who put so much time to prac ah? lax la ahhaz

hor... ahaz who's in the girl's room? oh i forgot their girls themselves ahaz.. gary elgin ad josh yee.. my scavenger grp peeps and bullying targets ahhaz

lol kk have to move o next post cant seem to put all e pics ahhaz.. plus only took most of these fotos on e last day.. redundant i know but e first two days was a bit dirty etc ahahaz anywya e rest are with sam.. shall try to get from her asap ahhaz

2005-11-28T18:22:00.000+10:30

1.A - Age: 17 yrs, 2months
2. B - best asset: dun have one ahahz
3. C - Career: rite now? student.. futue? no idea ahhaz
4. D - Drink or smoke: urm.. only light alcohol ahhaz i get drunk easy sighs
5. E - Easiest person/s to talk to: eh.. should be grace and my "fam"? ahhaz..
6. F - Food that you could never eat: urm.. loads of stuff lor ahhaz
7. G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: bears ahahz though as long as sweets juz eat hurhur ^^
8. H - Hotbabes or Hotchix : im so not les ahhaz
9. I - I Love.. to slack.. rot... slp.. all along this line ahhaz ^^
10. J - Junk food you like: urm potato chips and icecream count? ^^
11. K - Kids: after my "lovable" sibs? hate em ahhaz squishy etc lol nah depends ahhaz
12. L - Longest place you drove: urm so far only drove to e shopping centre near my place ahhaz..
13. M-My favorite sport: tied btwn badminton and swimming
14. N- Numbers of your jersey: urm har? dun ahve no.
15. O - One wish you have? if i tell it wun come true ahahz lol
16. P - Phobiasof : so many things ahahz.. worse is durh e dark
17. Q - Quiet or Quite: hur? wad toking?
18. R - Reason to smile: urm.. nvm ahahz
19. S - Sexy or Seductive: neither? ahahz
20. T - Time now: 413
21. U - Unknown fact about u: lets keep it dat way ahhaz..
22. V - Vegetable/fruit you love: apple ^^though rock melon nice too ahhaz
23. W - Worst habit: hmmz... too many to think of the worst ahhaz
24. X - XXX or X-rated: har>????? beyond lost
25. Y - Yummy food/s: ice cream!!!!!!!!!!! ahahz and hmmz... loads of other mostly sweet stuff.. have a sweet tooth in case u haven found dat out yet ahhaz...
26. Z - zodiac: virgo

2005-11-27T00:27:00.000+10:30

ahahaz din realise i missed going out with bp peeps dat much.. well more precisely lau ma and jo juz liddat ahahaz.. duno la mayb juz coz too used to it etc but juz go out with these two well feeling better den i ahve been in a long time ahahaz.. well took my mind off things plus had a chance to go mad whee~! ahahaz... hmmz tml going out with arthur.. i tink ahahaz.. go city square!! lol gd needa get stuff sighs.. jeans ahahaz.. anywayz thanks yah "family"? ahahaz.. wuv u guys loads *note family im not les u cooky idiot who might think too much* ahahaz wad can i say im juz a bit too high rite now ^^ ciaoz!

2005-11-24T17:12:00.000+10:30

omigit bored ahaz.. and my norm com ish down so dun even have maple.. sighs.. dis one cant seem to even open maplesea.com la wth hurhur.. how to dl liddat.. hurhu and my sis aso bugging me to help her set up account.. qu which is better? archer or theif? bout time i set up another char ahhaz getting bored with my mage coz lvl so slow now hurhur been stuck at 21 for hmmz.. 4 days? kk fine coz my com down play wad ahhaz.. tml go jz's place see can play not.. oi u owe me 1k amethyst earrings and orange i tink ahhaz.. cant rememeber y lol.. den see if can lvl not tml if not duno when my com back duno when can go dl again gah.. lost all my precious fotos i tink hurhur well bo pian lor.. see if anyone else have classfotos from jc and sec can send bah.. omigit dis com is insane la its been 15 min and cant even open dat site.. *whacks com* k wun have use but too bored whee~! lol.. nvm tml jz place.. sat got *omigosh* co den later go lauma's place ahahz tell her make mocha wahahaz... hmm any suggestions on wad to do? oh yah needa get sth gay for someone's birthday prez lol.. guys are to hard to get prez for but girls seriously anything cute or neat can le ahahaz hmmz... see if got time.. still needa go book my driving lessons timing.. im so doomed ahahz road-users look out whee~!!!!
(dun laugh at dis im juz too bored and kopped sth...)

Time passes slowly
Dragging through the days
Things can never be the same
Yet memories remain
Never to be forgotten or lost...
Things can never go back to what they were
The pain may fade but scars wont heal
Life might never be the same....

2005-11-22T00:47:00.000+10:30

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance

i have no idea y i still do dis ahhaz bored i guess squishy whee boink~ kk im mapling too much ahhaz going nuts.. wel nvm seems like i have to get outta e house for dese few days..

2005-11-21T04:31:00.000+10:30

craig david
dont love you no more

VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl (tell me)
Ok I know I was late again I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long (i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games (silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone (I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state (inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

2005-11-17T18:50:00.000+10:30

HARRY POTTER ROX!!!

ok.. mayb a bit of an exaggeration hahaz.. was not bad but heez y din it follow e book? kk fine coz movie.. so had to change some of the content... but to change dat much? lol... plus they din even show much of e world cup.. kk make dat practically nothing? also they cut out soooo many parts lol.. if there is an extended version im really gonna have to watch dat.. ahahaz.. but overall well still a must watch la ^^ *oh yah hermione looks pretty thru out the movie.. not wad the book said.. who eva acted as fleur delacour looks like kirsten dunst ahhaz... choice for cho chang well aso not dat gd.. cedric was gd though ahaz wad?he is cute hmmz krum looks better den wad the book described*
dortz thanks to some misplanning (and some idiot who din wanna go *not girl sticks tongue out*) end up watching with guess how many.. 8 other kids.. great! lol.. my sibs and my numerous cousins.. most of which are still in the "irritate the hell outta you" stage hurhur.. eg my cousin.. had to go toilet half way when harry juz got his broomstick to escape the hungarian horntail.. and stomped on my toes on the way out as well.. great.. NOT! ahahaz... moral of the story drag anyone else apart from small cousins and kids in general to see great movies with u.. even if it is some idiot who annoys the heck outta u.. really better den with irritating brats...
kk duno wad im rambling bout le forget it.. oh yah e couple behind me can start making out during the ball when krum went away to get a drink for hermy-own-ninny or forgot how the book spelled it.. wakao kinda hate msian cinemas now ahahaz.. city square is actually no better -_-"" end one of my youngest cousins can turn around to me and ask y behind so noisy wow gd luck trying to explain dat 0o
kk back to stoning at home.. heez needa get out more often hahaz getting too addicted to games for my own gd heez... and i was e one scolding peeps for playing too much ahhaz lol.. ciaoz~!

2005-11-16T22:50:00.000+10:30

proof that im way too bored hurrhu did dis on friendster juz kop put here... *yawns*

1) Are you afraid of being single?
- ahhaz not really? =p
2) What do you do when you can't sleep?
- tok online or play game la ahhaz..
3) How far would you go to get something youreally want?
- urm.. depends how much i wan it la ahhaz.. but sometimes juz well things dun go ur way ^^
4) What time is it right now?
- 1140pm
5) Do you go for personality or Looks?
- urm.. more of personality but aso dun mean a monster la ahhaz
6) What's your fave flavor of Kool-Aid?
- urm wth is dat? ahhaz
7) What makes you *Really* happy?
- urm... ah might be diff definition ahhaz.. being with peeps i like? ahhaz oh and having nice stuff to do i guess get bored way too easily
8) Are you a negative person?
- urm... well im not exactly an optimist hahaz
9) In your opinion, Do you think premarital sex Is wrong?
- urm yah ahhaz
10) Do you believe in 'Reincarnation'?
- urm yah i guess ahhaz
11) What's your fave online news site?
- ah.. junk columns count? ^^
12) Which Celebrity do you think you mostresemble?
- dun have ahahz im unique lol
13) What do you think the meaning of life is?
- i have no idea ahhaz.. lol
14) Fave color?
- urm.. so many!! silver blue white black light purple
15) Which Instant Messaging programs do you use?
- msn only so far bah
16) Are you good with computers?
- ahah those who know me will say im a com idiot whee~! lol
17) How many kids do you want when you growup?
- ah duno now lol ahhaz aso see e other party one rite?
18) Ever been to a concert?
- yupz! ahha though mostly co ones -_-""
19) What type of music can you NOT stand?
- urm.. those heavy rap or heavy metal
20) If you have a chance to change one body partin you, what will it be?
- urm actualyl no idea too many hruhur lol
21) If you had to rate yourself on a scale of 1-10, what would it beoverall?
- urm one being e lowest? one den ahhaz..
22) What size of shoe do you wear?- 6-7
23) What are your habits?
- urm.. so many!! hhaz.. and not all gd ^^
24) What was the last thing you did for a friend?
- urm.. mostly disturb i guess hahaz
25) Last thing you ate?
- urm.. fruit ahhaz
26) Last thing you drank?
- ribena! ahhaz
27) What do you think is the most stupid law?
- urm.. all laws suck la ahhaz
28) How many people are on your buddylist?
- which ahahaz quite av i guess
29) what site do you go most of your pc time?
- urm.. my own blog i guess hurhur.. or else hmmz.. other peeps blogs la
30) Do you like seafood?
- yehs! ahhaz
31) What is your fave place to eat out at?
- urm.. loadsa places ahahz mostly well i guess juz fast food la easier
32) Worst insult you ever heard about yourself?
- urm.. loads ahhaz shall not comment ^^ mostly lian or arrogant i guess
33) Best compliment you've received fromsomeone?
- urm cant remmeber le lor ahhaz
34) Are you picky?
- no la a bit too sui bian actually rhurhu
35) Place you go to get your hair cut?
- urm some place called slick and chic dun laugh hahaz
36) Perfect place to go on your first date withsomeone?
- urm.. dun ask me dat ahhaz
37) What age is considered old?
- urm.. juz remain young at heart? hahaz lame
38) Have you met any celebrities?
- yah ahhaz urm juz run into some peeps b4
39) Do you get along better with men or women?
- urm both la i guess hurhur
40) What is the best quality about you?
- heez no idea la ahhaz how can ask urself dat heez -__-"""

2005-11-14T20:38:00.000+10:30

All about Us
TaTu

They say don't trust
you me we us
So we'll fall if we must
Cause it's you and me

And it's all about
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about (all about us)
All about us
That's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause you know what
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about (all about us)
All about us
Run away if we must
'Cause you know what

It's all about us (it's all about us)
It's all about lies (it's all about us)
You I can trust (it's all about us)
It's all about us

If they hurt you they hurt me too
So we'll rise up won't stop
And it's all about
It's all about

All about us (it's all about us)
It's all about lies (it's all about us)
You the one I can trust (it's all about us)
It's all about us

They don't know
They can't see
Who we are
Fear is the enemy
Hold on tight
Hold on to me
'Cause tonight

It's all about us
It's all about (all about us)
That's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause you know what

CHORUS

It's all about us (it's all about us)
It's all about lies (it's all about us)
You the one I can trust (it's all about us)
It's all about us
It's all about us

gah a song i keep trying to get my didi to send but cant seem to recieve ahhaz.. dis nicer or e last one nicer?hurhur tag and leave comment lol
bored outta my mind la.. ahhaz play maple aso a bit sian diao esp if no one else i knw online lol.. cant tok juz hunt and train lor.. and takes so long to lvl up hurhur well at least gives me sth to do at home.. kinda grounded for going out so much wahahaz.. oh yah! thurs ish e harry potter opening!! whee~! ahhaz lol prob going with jo jz and ian hmmz hahaz ian kept complaining duno jz heez u play maple with him la occasionally hurhur wun die ^^ *yawns* tried to buy e hair dye juz now.. stupidly when was out with my mom.. she still objects heez.. ahhaz found ash tink ok bah but heez she juz took e packet looked at it, stared at me and said dream on.. whee~ with parents like dat sighs.. miracle i get anything done eh? ahahz.. well at least can go out one la now.. but have to ask permisison and not sure she'll let gah! ahahaz.. oh man dying to get outta e house heez kor help me wahahaz hmmz.. well ciaoz back to watching some movies i rented.. next up perfect man lol some movie with hilary duff *yawns* my sis really know how to pick em heez buaiz!!

2005-11-09T16:25:00.000+10:30

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low

href="Personality'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html">Personality Disorder Info --

*yawns* signs of an extremely bored gal doing pw =p yah mind tends to wander whahz ^^
know of peeps who should try dis wahahz *winks* kidding

2005-11-09T15:46:00.000+10:30

gah pw sucks.. at first wanted whole grp to turn up? mel got choir deo busy wh busy.. slacking dat is and bryan dun wan.. den since i overshot time limit have to cut out one slide but cant on e cd we burnt.. great and i still have a fly in the ointment.. refering to my plans to have fun ahahz.. kk bet peeps blur le.. well still aint gona tell u heez..
life keeps throwing obstacles in our paths eh? wd makes fate so sure we can handle them.. heez juz found another one ahhaz.. well two actually.. my acceptance to trinity came again.. and they gonna send e one to bradford dis wk.. heez wow thought last year bad enough.. now again? fated to go overseas eh? ahhaz.. well again.. no idea!! gah heez ahahz.. to go or not to go dortz.. in a way really more beneficial.. and got nth for me here actually.. apart from frens sighs.. last time din wanna go coz worried change etc la now still e same i guess.. oh dat plus wun be able to be with e crazy mad cap peeps ive come to known heehee eh u guys are crazy la ^^ hope will make e right choice i guess.. more towards going le.. duno wad changed my mind ahhaz. juz decided might.. dun miss me wor ahahaz.. now to see if i get accepted.. kk who am i kidding i got accepted last year... chances are like 60 40 la groans ahhaz so much for wishful thinking.. kk bach to copying out my ppt slides and writing my script.. going swimming later whee~! ahahz..

2005-11-06T18:33:00.000+10:30

Natalie and Justin Romano
Where Are You

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me
(I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently
(yeah) can you tell me her name?
(Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh?
How does she cry?
What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]I'm staring out at the sky
(I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams
(right here)
yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry?
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?
Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Justin]There is someone out there for me
(there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently
(so patient)Can you tell me her name
(can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

[Natalie]How does he laugh?
How does he cry?
What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

[Justin]Where is she? Where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

[Natalie]Where is he? Where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

[Together]dadadadadada dadadada (yeah)
dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah)
dadadadadada

[Justin Talking]Where are you??
I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right)
dadadada dadadadadadadadadadadada dadadada (yeah)
dadadadadada
Where are you??

2005-11-05T00:51:00.000+10:30

oh man i cant believe i actually walked from kranji mrt to city square.. in e dark~!! ahhaz.. wad.. i super scared of dark one lor ahhaz.. at least got a few others walking aso so juz liddat lor.. feet are burnin coz my shoe strap broke and got added friction.. -_-"" knew should have found a new pair at cine juz now heez
oh yah i went watch movie with jovie ian and wh.. dortz hahaz ian extra!!! ^^ 3 sb4 one sb1 heez.. nah all bo liao juz go lor hurhur and heck no im not watching DOOM ahhaz.. dun like horror or wadeva around dat type la hahaz.. shoot me i dun like so sad for dem ahhaz.. end up watch zorro again and too bad for wh wahahz.. at least he din have a maniac poking him THRU OUT E MOVIE!!! insane peeps.. attack on both sides.. one side ian one side jo i duno who ish worse ahhaz i shall get my revenge *evil grin*aw so sad today two guys dun wan go take neoprint or i got more things to write bout muahhaz nvm next time ahhaz.. see who else can come along aso =p
wahaz i go out so much kinda heck bout pw lol.. nah guess grp kinda set le.. juz go mel's place on mon or sth and prac etc we hsould be set.. purlease get band 1~!! aahz at worse band 2 dortz den after dat can sabo deo treat us wahahz ^^

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2005-11-02T23:46:00.000+10:30

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pictures!!! of yest ahhaz

2005-11-02T23:35:00.000+10:30

kk hope dis works... anyway e pics we took yest wahahz.. wh looks so damn gay =p while e rest of e gals look ok ok ahhaz excluding me i guess =p

lol dis one he looks act cute.. ahah im being so mean =p

seriously la y all his fotos liddat one ahhaz den can say he photogenic *cough* izit*cough*

look horrible here but so does he soooooo wahahz!! shall not comment furthur =p

2005-11-01T22:46:00.000+10:30

ahahaz today not bad =p went cine with tian li and jess to watch zorro lol its a nice show!! ahahz funny and not bad plot i guess.. kk la might seem a bit corny bah but well overall a should-watch hurhru next up guess harry potter and narnia hmmz.. hurhur so many nice shows to watch wahahz one.. know of one im not watching though hruhur din catch e name but kept jumping at e ad lol.. nearly shrieked as norm but worried spook tian li beside me so like e coward i am juz cover eyes hurhur *go ahead and sue me i can be a coward can?hurhur* den lol later met up with wei hong e irritating peep who sms me and even call me while watching e show la heez.. thanks dude.. so not ahhaz..
dortz occupying myself evryday with stuff to do so wun get bored =p ahhza.. jerks lol nah refering to some idiots yest hurhur got stuck dancing for like 2 hours though i suck at it =p not dat bad i guess den chionged home for a break lol.. right beside my place only wad hrhur omigit super tired rhurhu later see if can post e neoprints taken juz now.. wh look so gay!!! wahahz..

2005-10-31T01:10:00.000+10:30

When you come back I won't be here
She said and gently pulled me near
If you want to talk you can call
I know it's not your fault

I just smiled and said let go of me
But there's something that I've just gotta know
Did someone else steal my part?
She said it's not my fault

Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the life to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

I was drifted in between
Like I was on the outside looking in, yeah yeah
In my dreams you are still here
Like you've always been

Oh yeah, my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the life to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you to

I gave myself away completely
But you just couldn't see me
Though I was sleeping in your bed
'Cause someone else was on your mind
In your head

When I came back she wasn't there
Just a note left on the stairs
If you want to talk give me a call

My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the life to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too
When the one that you want
doesn't want you
My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the life to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too
Siberia, Siberia
When the one you want
doesn't want you tooo

2005-10-30T17:13:00.000+10:30

whee! ahahz.. might be going beach tml with yarong and jovie lol haven confirmed juz asked yarong.. hope jovie can make it destress after chinese.. not dat im putting in much effort sighs. juz no mood lah.. guess i go read up some stuff and compo later... heez im like making full use of hols so far eh? ahhaz.. tues aso going out lol.. well keep mind off things and juz relax la ahhaz.. gonna ask see if more peeps wanna go out on tues.. late confirm with them lol coz tink wh wana go aso ahha dun mind.. ciaoz i should be going maple see if ian dere wanna whack him la keep looting my stuff only ahza hmph u owe me big time kk i passed u e axe hmph! =p

2005-10-29T21:37:00.000+09:30

lol ahahaz.. agree with ming's pm yest.. kinda true sighs.. pathetic arnt i =p ivan's blog song aso nice lol kk nth to write la ahhaz.. but feel like it.. too bored i guess hurhur.. y i duno since i juz came back from city square where spent frm i tink 2 to bout 7 going mad with kai yin and arthur ahhz.. relief to realise dat wow after 5 years still can chill and laugh with frens lol =p u guys rock ahahaz despite going DING DING at me lol e crazy frog dance track heez hurhur..
sighs hols can actually suck lah.. though was looking forward to them when sch still here.. trying to keep myself occupied.. eg mon got e toopid AO chinese.. den tues going out with jess tian li and duno who else e gals in my class watch zorro ahahz.. kinda sad la.. but shant go into dat anymore or i'll prob get whacked by jovie ahhaz lol wad la.. cant be bothered anymore i guess.. ahha kk la i go back read my book.. cant play ms now coz lazy to try getting into e server lol.. my com sucks have i mentioned? =p happy holidays pple!!! and to those with e chinese exam jia you kk? =p oh yah.. and purlease tag my tag board ish dead ahhaz =p

2005-10-27T18:35:00.000+09:30

life sucks.. ahhaz.. dats all for today =p nah kidding sighs.. things are so not looking up ahhaz. grades passed though!! omigit they mod my phy from f to e lah how happy wahhz =p.. kk pathetic attempt at cheering self up note to self neva do dat too much hahaz.. duno wad to be happy for lor dortz.. sian sian and guess wad even more sian and miserable.. well.. tok too much le i go maple whack slugs and see if can improve my mood =p honey lemon here i come lol.. sore throat wd.. heng no need do op today =p

2005-10-25T21:25:00.001+09:30

sighs.. prob one of e worst days of my life ahhaz.. *grins sloppily* aiyah heck no mood to laugh etc.. dun even wanna eat sighs.. not anyhting juz.. no mood.. sighs.. nth going right lah it seems.. first dat.. den mom and dad kinda already submitted a form for overseas in trinity it appears.. they are sooooo confident i'll flunk everything and screw up my life in jc.. thanks for e support parents heez.. den tink tml getting back result slip.. kns lah my life is like being turned upside down again.. *scream and cry* thought was ok... going super well kk fine not dat well but was happy.. den.. sobs.. sighs.. and hint to peeps dun even go dere asking
right after dat had to go for ogl interview aso.. ahah after utterly making a nonsense of myself infront of jovie lol.. feeling terrible still have to pull myself a little more together and go interview.. shucks.. well at elast hope ended well e interview i mean.. ahahz asked some lame qus like hmmz.. which lightbulb ud rather be ahhz.. and asked me do cheer and role playing.. lol tink i a bit overreacted on enthu coz well.. sighs juz anyhow whack and was mad at dat time.. ahahz e cheer obviously i go do e hokkien cheer lah.. best at it lol heez..
kk there goes my pathetic attempt to cheer myself up.. still in a funk.. well dis song e mood mirrors my mood... happy listening.. not dat apt but well nice lah hhaz =p

Gifts and curses (yellowcard)
Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her,
try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her,
above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you.
Fight on for you ...

2005-10-23T13:28:00.000+09:30

lol feeling super screwed up ahhaz.. duno wad to write juz feel like blogging lol heez.. someone shoot me ahahaz.. well wad should be done might have to be done afterall.. sobs ahahaz.. sry for e bo liaoness but well at least gimme sth to do..
hope i dun retain lah.. dun make my wk worse den it has to be le.. poor wh sighs... all of us juz hoping they'll mod phy and maths so we can pass sighs.. jon aso i tink.. lol our grp still liddat ahaz.. no offense sighs juz well yah.. fact.. gah.. ahhaz which reminds me have to be honest myself.. sucks lah.. kk toking nonsense.. dun wan tml to come.. but it will anyway and hurt juz the same.. ignore me lah those peeps who read ahhaz.. juz lemme be and ignore everything kooky i write...

bottom of my broken heart *britney spears*
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?
(CHORUS)>
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two
I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said,
"please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end
(CHORUS)
You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here
(CHORUS)
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?

2005-10-21T22:05:00.000+09:30

lol i seem to be constantly blogging bout boring stuff eh hurhur wth jc life sucks lol used to have so much more fun and less time mugging.. now heez no life lor.. haha and exams totally suck!! not typing my results here but nearly fail lol dammit dun wanna fail and retain lor.. id rather drop outta sch but heez either way aso not gd jing tui liang nan or sth liddat so says e chinese phrase ahhaz... wishing for a miracle though seetho seems to be sure i should pass coz my marks almost same as his lol ahhaz hope so coz he got promoted ahhaz =p ciaoz!

2005-10-20T20:11:00.000+09:30

thank you didi!!!! wahahz super belated but super cute so nvm wahhaz =p ahha dat guy went all e way to cck to pass me dis huge pillow thankfully blue and got bear in e middle sooooo sweet!! ahhaz.. one of my best bday prez wahhaz first well goes to sth else hmmz.. really cheered me up after a damn sucky day.. only thing dat made me happy was like pe and dis? ahha.. yah pe which i norm hate coz nth to do but slack around.. finally get to play captains ball *kk i sucked sry but well outta prac hurhur* den heez made so many blunders ahhaz.. plus my knee lol can everyone stop staring? i know got a huge or cheh dere can? heez ahhaz klutzy by nature sue me =p heez lemme see.. oh yah toopidly can almost crash into kirsty one lol *sigh of relief neva =p* den still throw e ball to of all peeps sean by accident so well heez wad?! blind juz threw thought wenyi hurhur both of u dun be insulted wahhaz lol.. -_-"" kk lame i shall shuddup bout at ahah anyway deo caught it back later so well forget it =p lost anyway i tink heez.. but fun *big grin*
heez duno lah still one of e most sucky weeks in my entire year.. last wk too.. tml aso getting back results.. omigit dun wanna fail!!! dortz unlike someone who so confident will get like As in class me ish juz hoping to like.. pass?! heez *slaps dat idiot with a wet fish after throwing my shoe at him* tink peeps like nive and jo know who toking bout eh? e loud loud wan wahhaz nah kidding lah no offense =p muz remember to bring tissue lol sick aso wad so can use lol =p cry aso can use heez kk lah wadeva~ ahhaz..
heez cant understand some peeps.. mayb jon was right? heez.. hope not.. really hope all right wad lah i actually do care kk.. juz dun show.. kk well adding in one more song jo dis ish e one i told u bout ciaoz!!!

Someone's Watching Over Me by Hilary Duff
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

2005-10-17T20:58:00.000+09:30

freak lah.. wth fine know doing badly but heez... oh if fail u juz go overseas lah yah? sure easier one evreytig all e same one actually kinda booked u go trinity already u already missed one year know freak lah dats so comforting.. muz i repeat heck no dun wan go? heez... no my dad not giving me a hell load of pressure and misery and yah im so gonna score for exams.. i wish sighs... parents.. *screams into pillow (i have got to get a new pillow ahhaz)* y he so obsessed wth me going overseas? technically already going overseas.. sighs duno juz dun wan.. so many reasons not to.. which yah dun wana state here shucks.. oh screw exams lah heez.. only demoralising and idiotic way of making people feel pathetic

2005-10-16T21:52:00.000+09:30

y everyone suddenly so sian after exams? tink i hd more fun during exams in a way lor.. at least then had something to do.. sth to strive for wadeva u call it.. juz had to work or encourage others to work ahhaz =p now omigit its just so boring.. day in day out sit and stone and prob think too much.. sue me if not do wad ello? sighs.. go out aso no one free or else i not free.. plus got duno wth probs rite now.. shucks lah.. yeh gonna turn out ot be a whining session.. ahahaz try not to be too bad hruur.. sighs ac games suck have i mentioned? kk well at least not chao da but dats little recompense... well used to play can? now suck at it so much class way better off w/0 me so din do anything yeh not happy fine? only thing dat made me kinda cheer up was next day had co juz go play bball to vent and kick josh yee for e suanning heez get a life =p ahah kidding u a great pal for letting me play though i suck at it.. sry han too hurhur oh yah e banner now nicer rite? though nth can be done bout e dragon.. wth did they use a dragon last year btw? when went open house saw dat and juz started rolling eyes at mu liang ahhaz lol.. anyway looks much neater le lah in a way.. though e co board ish super cluttered.. wad?! they said fotos me and jo printed out e fotos and stuck em dere.. e staplers wun work end up go kop pins sumore heez.. josh u better remember to get me dat plastic sheet or i'll pour more paint on ur shorts hurhru *evil grin* kk wait dun needa do dat for u spilled like 3 diff colours on ur shorts and pants le.. heez great job sia
ahhaz dis is kinda stress relieving lol.. since not many peeps read can afford to rite =p stress sia results back either tml or latest dis week if e info gained thru e grapevine ish accurate.. well usually is considering its ac.. and no one wanna buy e funorama coupons lah ello? heez.. kk dat was random.. argh and e situation dat i shall not mention.. wad ish it with.... ?! kinda ob rite? heez.. getting paranoid.. note to self stop listening to other peeps and do wad u wan no matter how cocked up it seems to u it may actually be e rigt thing.. well hope no regrets.. i know i dun have but well yah *knocks head against hand*
kk enough of my boring rant gotta go tuition le.. ahahaz ciaoz!!! heez yah true im going tuition for phy though exam over no paper back yet and no notes on next chpt yet.. whoopee shall go ask maths instead of phy and come home early to attempt to dl my songs.. if im not half asleep from tuition ciaoz!!!!!

2005-10-14T16:24:00.000+09:30

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

2005-10-13T21:56:00.000+09:30

omigit wth.. heez sucky day sighs.. my bro sucks i repeat.. he is a blardie ass.. wad ish his prob? anyting do to so called his com and gets into a fing fight.. which i cant blardie win coz he juz whacks me harder.. wth got e orh chehs to prove it heez.. mom dkdc juz side with him ask me to 'rang' or else say who ask me use his stuff.. ello? i use him com like every day till its more my com lor.. e one downstairs aso better etc but e connection better for games so i dun use.. more often online instead heez.. den oh yah go bo liao delete my ms dl.. took my 3 plus hours as some peeps know heez.. irritated.. dun care end of year dun get my own place gonna blow le.. well kinda did juz now.. heez.. like anyone gives a damn *pardon e swearing or well close enough im in a friggin bad mood.. dun like dun read*
heez ac games are f#$ked up heez.. saw no pt in staying since thought they had enough peeps so juz went off to jo's place slack and watch finish pirates of e carribean *am i spelling correct?* ahha tink her mom beginning to get used to me heez.. totally pissed up, messed up etc hurhur sighs mind in a whirl tink some peeps know wad i mean.. sighs forget it.. dun wanna care le..

2005-10-11T21:29:00.000+09:30

omigit im so freaked by e results dat i had a toopid nightmare bout it laz... heez at first not bad one.. nice in fact.. den duno how change till get back results and all well yah resemble my term one but worse omigit please dun let it be true ahhaz... dun laugh big deal to me kk.. dun wan retain haix..
ahahaz feeling like sth missing hmmz.. duno lah *yawns* whole day tired now =p ahhaz need more slp i guess hrur esp after today shopping trip yeh!! got new wallet hurhur.. keep losing stuff in my old one coz got hole in e white one and e blue one well too small can neva take tings out.. so now got a red one hrru wad?! looks nice kk hurhur lol from e wallet shop love stuff frm dere =p went kinda window shopping with four other mad peeps: jovie yarong nive jz ahhaz.. im e only sane one =p nah kiddin hurhur as someone love to remind me im nuts too heez.. well so are u ahahaz need a straitjacket anyone? get from dat person lol kk digressing hmmz.. should really drag jz to take foto lah ahhaz whole day so scared peeps take his foto lol.. and got someone sth.. den went library again ahhaz seems like my usual hang out now lol =p usually not complaining ahhaz.. finally paid my library fines stupid sis whole day use my card den neva return so i have to pay e fines wad nonsense ahhaz.. heez.. well back to toking and being ki siao sayonara!!! hhaaz.. wad learnin from jz